My boy Dan (Harry Styles fan fic)

chapter 8

(Shannon's side of the story)

I didn't know what to do my son Dan was sick in hospital and i wasn't there for him, I was feeling really bad my head was going in circles and i was shaking. I was with Harry the two of us quickly got dressed and headed for the hospital it was dark outside i looked at the time it was 4.15am i had only had two hours of sleep but i had no time to think about myself. As soon as we reached there the two of us ran in "my son Dan is here we need to see him" said Harry panting from running so fast the receptionist looked at her list "oh uumm....he's in the emergency room down that hall and take your first left turn you can't go in yet the doctors are still working with him your son is very lucky" she said pointing where to go "thank you" i said i looked at Harry he took my hand and we ran down the Hall and we went into the emergency. Amy and Ricky were there as soon as i came Amy came and hugged Harry then she hugged me "I'm so glad you guys came it's okay, we came here on time he's gonna be okay" she said "thanks for being there for him Amy i owe you a lot what did the doctor say?" i asked "he hasn't said anything yet, he's still with Dan" she said those word's struck me he sounded really serious. "What exactly happened?" i asked "well we went for our date i couldn't get him to eat anything, so then we went to Ricky's house then Dan was screaming because his head started to hurt he was starting to get fever i tried to drop it but the fever got higher and higher by the minute, then his lips started to crack and become red then he started puking and there was blood, i guess then his body got too weak and he just fainted and he couldn't even talk so we rushed him here" she said my boy had suffered why didn't i think something was wrong when he looked so pale i should have known i knew he had a problem "I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE IT'S ALL MY FAULT I SHOULD HAVE KNOW, HE ALREADY HAD A PROBLEM I SHOULD HAVE MADE HIM EAT MORE I KNEW HE WAS WEAK-" Harry stopped me i was screaming he hugged me, i burst into tears.

(Harry's side of the story)

She was crying saying it was her fault but it wasn't i tried my best to comfort her "hey hey listen it's not your fault please stop crying" i said rubbing her back  and trying to wipe her tears, then she pulled away from my hug "it is Harry you don't know what happened" she said, now i was confused what had she not told me about Dan. "hey princess it's okay tell me" i said holding her hand as she tried to walk away "Harry it's really complicated you would never forgive me" she said "hey listen I've done worse to you i'm sure i will forgive you please tell me" i said "Harry i never ever can forgive myself for this how can expect you to forgive me" she said "please just tell me" i pleaded she and Amy exchanged worried looks i was a bit scared to hear what she was gonna say next "well....when i was pregnant with Dan there was a problem.....i.....uuhhh...okay so basically i was about seven months pregnant Dan was due in another two months i had just moved into my new house in New York and i was trying to unpack i was walking down the stairs with a box with a few of my stuff and i tripped and fell i screamed and luckily Amy was there and she heard and came rushing and we went to the hospital because i wanted to know if Dan was okay because it was a bad fall and i was starting to become really weak and soon i couldn't walk in the hospital and Ricky was there so he carried me we got there and said they had to get me to surgery immediatly because my fall had badly affected Dan then after that our beautiful boy was born once i carried him i never wanted to leg go of him then the doctor came and told me that Dan was a really premature baby and he was gonna be really weak because he didn't finish the full cycle in my stomach so i had to make sure he was given all the nutrients he needed and feed him properly because his immune system would be really low i didn't want to be an over protective mom so  i let him be a normal kid but now......." she was crying, i was in a bit of a shock. Then i hugged her again i felt so sorry for her "hey babe listen okay it's not your fault and i want you to listen to me please" i said hoping she was then she looked at me there was a change in her face "you know what yeah it's not my fault it's YOUR FAULT if you hadn't got me pregnant and left me all alone and you should have been there for me when i fell none of this woul have happened if you hadn't messed my life I.....I.....HATE YOU" then she pushed me really hard and ran i was really shocked and really really hurt i really was mean why had i done all those things to her i was such a monster.