Two Pieces of a Broken Heart (Harry Styles Story)

Chapter 19: Confession Time

Selena’s POV

I got the good news that  Nylon magazine wanted me to be their cover girl for their October illustration; I was so happy since I absolutely loved Nylon. In a couple of weeks there would be an Issue celebration for my October cover; this meant that I would be going to New York to make an appearance since they said I could bring people with me , I decided to bring my sister and Ashley.

Harry and I had only official began dating last week and already we didn't get time to see each other. The boys where due to continue the other half of their tour which meant that they would be going back to Australia. To be honest when we decided to become a couple I know for a fact that we both didn’t think about how we wouldn’t see each other as much because if we did we would have reconsidered.

 I had never done a long distance relationship so I wasn’t sure if I wanted to start one, the boys  were practically booked until a few days before Christmas and not to mention I had numerous meetings for my perfume line and I would soon start filming for The Vampire Diaries. We probably wouldn’t see each other for a while, plus I knew neither one of us  would be ready to sacrifice spending Christmas with our families to see each other. Maybe we were rushing things but then again, maybe being in a distant relationship  would be good for the both of us. Only time would tell  were  things would go with Harry and I.

Carl had mentioned to me that Oprah Winfrey’s people had mentioned to him that Oprah was interested in doing a one off interview with me. I knew exactly what the topic she was interested in talking about and I didn't want to do it. It was bad enough that most people already heard about it , I wasn’t ready to tell everyone every last detail of what happened to me, because at the end of the day it was me and only me who was affected about everything.

Carl mentioned that I was in no rush to make a final decision so I should take my time in case I wanted to reconsider. But for now my answer was no, as much as I respected Oprah  Winfrey as  person I just wasn’t ready to expose everything to her.

I had just come back from a yoga lesion with Aubrey and Ashley when I think about asking them about what I should do about the interview.

“Seriously this yoga lesson really is doing miracles for my body.” Aubrey says as she admires her well sculptured body.

Aubrey was the  fit sibling whilst I just loved eating, it was Aubrey's stupid idea to get me into Bikram Yoga. You were basically in a room that was 105 degrees and you literally sweat buckets. I didn't get why Aubrey loved this so much but I thought I would give it a go. They said it's meant to allow your body to warm up and stretch when actually I felt like I was been cooked. Seriously how did people do this on a regular basis? 

As we left the studio, I was sweating so much, my hair started getting frizzy and it got to the point where I was getting too irritated. Note to self wear less clothing when doing Bikram Yoga.

“I need to ask you guys a question.” I say as I sip on my bottled water. “Oprah  wants me to do a tell all interview about Kellan and the abuse.”

“Oh.” Ashley says as her mouth forms an 'O' shape.

“If you honestly want my advice then I think you should do what you feel comfortable with, after all everyone will know what happened to you.” Answers Aubrey

“That’s the point, I don’t want to have to tell people about what happened.”

“I know you don’t, but look at this way by you telling your story you are helping other women and even men who are in the same problem.”

Ashley was right, I never thought about telling my story like that. Knowing that by me saying what happened to me might help someone then maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. But still I wanted to really think about my final answer, I couldn’t rush my decision.