Thirst of Living My Life(Story of Vampire Princess)

Chapter Eighteen: Can't take it!

If you say "You'll enjoy your life later" you never enjoy it.
Live each moment as if it was last, make it perfect that if it was last it would make proud to yourself.
Do not stop yourself from doing anything.

- From movie and my personal thoughts.

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I woke up in a swing, sitting up on my bed, I had already clenched blanket that tight, my sharp knife like nails had ripped them, I tried to steady my heavy panting, rubbing sweat on my head and neck,I closed my eyes and mumbled to myself,
"it was a dream, nothing more than that-"
"But it can turn into reality soon, no no I can't let that happen."

I took my phone to call Samayra, she answered it in first ring itself.

"Hello," my voice was filled with anger which was louder than usual.

"Sorry princess, I was about to call you, I thought you might be sleeping,"

"You know you should have called the moment you got my message,"

"I know, I apologize."

"We need to talk important."

"I'm at home, you can come anytime,"

"I'll be there soon," I hung up on her without saying anything else.

I was angry on myself for not being in control or rather was I scared?
Question didn't mattered, one thing I clearly knew that situation was not in my favour and I can't let it be like this doing nothing.

I was angry cause I had a dream, I and Ben tangled were together in white bed,white sheets cloth less.

I got ready without having my breakfast I teleported myself to her place. It was good she was all alone.

She asked me to calm down which was not my thing right now, I was angry bitch but somehow I managed to explain her whole situation. She spoke after thinking lot, "Princess are you sure it is Not seduction magic?"

"I am positive."

"The thing is," she took a pause looking at me to check that am listening to her, "Actually I have never came across such thing---"

"What are you trying to say? You can't do anything about it?" I was barely controlling my temper and controlling myself not to yell at her.

"Please let me finish princess, now will you?" I nodded hastily.

"I can make some protection charm but I would need time for that and it would work perfectly at first itself that can't be assured."

"How much time?"

"Can't say!" She said silently.

"I want that earliest possible."

I needed run, I ran miles to my place to take my rage out. I just can't bear when I can't take have control on things and on contrary someone else can control ME and I can't do anything about. I just can't take it,
I sat there under the tree, pulling my hairs from either side my head
JUST CAN'T!!
I screamed out loud. Surroundings around me shook wildly, It did relax me knowing what power I possessed inside but what is use of it when I can't control myself. I breathed in-out,in-out and in-out for while. Relaxing myself I ran again to my home.

Setting myself on living room's couch in front of TV, switching it on. I asked maid to serve me with breakfast and dark coffee.

Lia came with my phone in her hand informing it's been ringing for while.

It was text from Ben.

9:30am
Good morning princess