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Jane Wilson had it all planned. A raise in her salary for dealing with a stubborn patient and hello to a new apartment. A shy and chirpy girl ho...
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Tired of my life I try to kill myself each day but I fail. I lack the courage to end something I adored once. At the age of 25 I , Harry Styles, am praying each day to that imaginary sprit that people think exists to make a stop to my misery by ending my life.
I'm dragging myself to a tomorrow but my past pulls me with double force and I end up in the same dungeon of darkness and regret. So, I've stopped hoping for a new beginning and started waiting for the day when I'll be fully consumed by this haunting past.
Its my 18th day. 18th day in a row when I'm completely wasted and I'm driving a car. Well, it would've been 100th in a row if I didn't end up in a hospital which was eighteen days ago. I'm sad I missed the century
Three times in the jail for drunken driving. Gladly, I didn't kill anyone so the jail time lasted a night only. Yayyy. I've lost my job practically. Well, I was CEO of a company.So basically I'm living on the money I saved a while ago which is going to end up soon
That's sad right.
Today is 20th November 2014 Time: 11:40 pm Me. I'm in my car completely wasted. Again. Rash driving again. Blurry vision again. Blasting headache again. Drowned in debt again.
Basically all these things are happening again and again, Day after day and night after night. And my so called savings are almost up.
21st November 2014 Morning
"Damn it! My head hurts like hell" I yell. I get up with no surprise that I'll probably fall due to dizziness which I did. Glad to know that I didn't fall which climbing down the stairs.
"Coffee coffee coffee" I mumble as I go through the things in my kitchen cabinet. No coffee
"Ugh" I said taking an Advil and grabbing my coat. I had to go to a nearby departmental store so I decided to walk so as to relieve my hangover a bit with fresh air.
As I was walking someone shouted"Excuse me, sir". I ignored thinking that she was calling someone else. I continued to walk when a girl pretty much of my age raced up to me and stood in front of me
"Wait" she said placing her hands on her knees catching her breath.
"Were you talking to me?" I questioned as she nodded her head in agreement. She handed me a pamphlet and said "I know you are Harry Styles right?"she said almost sure.
I read the pamphlet and continued to speak, " Yeah and does this has to do with uh this charity event??" I asked still reading the pamphlet
"Are you kidding me Mr. Styles? You are the CEO of a great MNC. You could really help those poor kids. Please attend our charity event for poor kids" she said with pleading eyes.
"I'm not sure I'll be able to come" I said making an excuse and trying to walk away from this conversation. As I started walking away I heard her mumble"asshole". I quickly looked around with the deepest expression of disbelief and discontent on my face "Excuse me?" I said gathering her attention towards me "What did you just call me?" I groaned as a frown made its way to my face
"If you couldn't understand then let me just repeat. I called you an asshole" she said rather sternly.
" You have no right to call me that" ours voices became high pitched which gathered the attention of pedestrians.
"And you have no right to ruin small children's lives"
"How does me not coming to this stupid charity ruins their life"
"Because you could donate some money for their betterment"
"Aren't there other good people in this world who could do that"
"Cant you be among those good people" she said
"No I can't "
"Why not? God created this world. You are his child and so are they. Why can't you help your own brothers and sisters"
"If God is their Father then why can't he help his children himself"
"Maybe he created you as a tool to help them"
"Sorry, but I can't come to this charity"
"Why not? "
"Because I'm damn broke and I don't think you require a broke person there" I said real loud this time. She stood there silent as if digesting every word that came out of my mouth.
I started walking away to avoid further contact.
"Who told you if you are broke you can't help people" her voice pierced in my ears causing me to turn around
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