SOUL-MATES ✅

Chapter 111

Life is full of suprises , sometimes a pleasant surprise and sometimes unpleasant....we like or not we have to accept that surprise and have to unwrap it to see the things it hold for us.....our future is a surprise..we don't know what's going to happen...we make plans for upcoming days with our loved ones but the truth is that we don't know will we be able to continue with that plan next morning ? or will be there to execute it...?

Manik opened the door of OT as nandnini was still over there but as she was well now and had gain conscious so she was sitting on the bed resting her back against the cushions ; he hand having drip on it ; her hair open and kept messily on her shoulders, her face devoid of any makeup and expressions as well.....she was numb , pale and looked like a lifeless body...she was physically there but was mentally absent...she was staring at the wall in front of her bed as though there was something interesting on it....
Manik's pov
I paced inside the OT only to recognise my nandini in the most painful condition...she was numb...my heart skipped a beat in seeing her in the most unwanted condition....the doctor told her of her miscarriage.....from that time she didn't shed a tear but is sitting like that only....I moved towards her and sat beside her in the bed....I carefully held her hand which was on her lap covered with drips...I looked into her eyes which says a lot usually but now they were blank , they were emotionless....I took a breath to calm myself down as I knew that I have to be her strength...."nandini" her name felt as though a prayer "Nandini" I called her again after a minute on not getting any response from her...."I'm not a good mother...I didn't know that I had a life living inside me...I didn't know...I didn't protect our child...I couldn't save the sign of out love" words left her mouth and it felt like a spade piercing my heart every now and then...."It's not like that....u didn't feel coz out baby was too small...." I tried to reason her "so what ? I should have felt a life growing inside me " my reason went fail "nandini ! Look at me" I cupped her face to make her look into my eyes...she need to let it all out or else she won't be able to be back like she was...."manik" she crashed into my chest and cried taking my name....I didn't stop her..I let her cry till she stopped herself but she didn't....."I am sorry..I am sorry...main ny sab sy khushiaan cheen leen...I am sorry " she apologised for the thing she haven't done and was still crying..."nandini it's not your failt it was Mr mehta who " I stopped in between as I said after breaking the hug..."hamary bachy ny un ka kya bigadha tha ?" She questioned as she again kept her head on my chest and cried...."sshh sshh bus meri jaan....." I tried to calm her down although my tears were threatening to come out at any moment..."mannniikk.....plzzz..do something " her plead was enough to make me cry...he words were so damn painful....I can't even imagine the pain she is going through after all she was going to become a mother.....today I realised what's the happiness of becoming parents and what's the pain of loosing the one who didn't even came into the world was the sign of our love which was growing in my girl's womb....I hugged her even more tighter  and cried as I wasn't able to control more...her every tear made me hurt but I knew only this can help her...we both were sitting on the bed hugging each other and crying for the loss we had..(end of pov)

It was unbearable to watch to sight of two parents who would have become parents but may be it wasn't in their fate...May be it's not the time that God snatched the happiness from them of being parents , of going through the phase of beautiful 9 months in which mother feels the most luckiest one to feel her baby inside her...but as we say 'everything happens for a good cause ' so sticking to that only we move ahead and see the more happiness that is waiting for us......manik and nandini were crying for what happened..manik wiped his tears from yip of his thumb and broke the hug and looked at nandini who was still crying silently inviting more tears as the previous ones got dried on her cheeks...."nandini you only say na whatever happens it happenes for good....and u also say that God tale our exams by testing us " manik reminded nandini her words to which she looked down and manik wiped her tears and planted a kiss on her forehead...."but why like this....why he tested is like this ?" Nandini questioned manik looking into his eyes..."it's a test nandini a much painful test.....I know that it's not easy for you to overcome this all and it's not even for me but remember that we are together and will face and pass all the tests of life together" manik said and held her tiny hands in his huge ones..."we will get over this , together.....and waisy bhi my wife is herself a baby so it would have been difficult for me to handle  two babies " manik gave the reason what ever came to his mind...."zaada dard tou nhi ho rha meri jaan ko ?" Manik asked diverting the topic although he know it won't be easy neither for him nor for nandini but he had to..."thoda sa " nandini replied...manik carefully made her lie on the bed as sitting for a long time will increase her pain...he opened two buttons of her hospital dress from her stomach area as it was buttoned up dress ending till her knees....he bent down a planted a kiss on her stomach on her bandage...his feather like kiss was enough to make nandini emotional and a stream of tear rolled down from corner of her eyes and got soaked into the cushion...he buttoned her dress and came to her only to give her feather like kisses all over her face...he slightly kissed her lips but nandini held him by his hair and took him for a soothing kiss..manik was although not ready as he though she is weak but as she kissed him..he gave up and kissed her with equal fervour..there wasn't any urgency , dominance or passion but only love and promise , pain and cure.....manik unwillingly broke the kiss before making her fully out of breath and gently laid her down on the bed....
Done with the update...guyss as ramadan is going so I'm busy in prayers and all so I hardly get time to write but I am so if I'm late please not be ghussa...with love from humna