Today was the first day in weeks that I showered. From there I just filled the tub up with steaming hot water and threw in a Lush bath bomb that my sister left here. When the tub was completely filled, I submerged my naked body into the steaming now pink water and exhaled a long held in breath. The water came up to my neck and my knees knocked together at the surface of the water.
I finally relaxed for the first time in month, but that didn’t last for long.
“Hold your breath and go under. Never ever come back up…”
My breathing became unsteady and tears filled my eyes. I don’t know how much longer I can last through these episodes I have. These voices are running my life. I need them to stop, so I followed their rules.
I blinked twice and inhaled one last time.
The hot water engulfed me and I looked up at the ceiling though the water with blurry sight.
I counted to three, finally closed my eyes for the first time in months and breathed in.
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Fanfiction"Sleep is for the weak. Well that's what the demons that hide inside told me..."
