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“Breathe!”
“Breathe goddammit!”
I could faintly hear someone yelling at me. Then I felt my body being lifted from something cold.
“Jess is you don’t wake up, I swear to god I’m going to scream!” I felt a pounding on my chest and then my lungs started to rattle.
Water spurred from my lungs and I coughed it up. My body was flung forward and my eyes shot open.
“Thank the fucking lord that you’re alive!” Someone threw their arms around my wet, naked body and pulled me to them. I pulled away and let my blurry eyes adjust to the light.
“Alyssa?” My voice was hoarse from coughing up the water in my lungs. With my vision finally cleared, Alyssa’s black hair came into view and her green eyes were filled with worry.
“Yeah it’s me. I’m sorry I haven’t been around Jess. I just came back from uni since I’m on holiday.” I turned my face from her. Yeah I just remembered that she left me here to grieve by myself.
“You left me here by myself.” I pulled away from her and got up from my floor to grab a towel.
“I said I was sorry Jess. I had to go away to university!” She yelled at me and I snapped my head towards her.
“You didn’t care. You’re my best fucking friend and you left when I needed you most. Did you not see how vulnerable and broken I was? I’m completely fucked up because of what happened!” I let all of my anger out on my only friend.
“She doesn’t care about you. She left you so she could better her life and get rid of the bad. To get rid of you…”
“Get OUT! Get out, get out, get out!” I screamed. I’m not sure if I was screaming at Alyssa or if I was screaming at the voices in my head.
My body sunk to the floor and a sob was caught in my throat.
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Fanfiction"Sleep is for the weak. Well that's what the demons that hide inside told me..."
