sleep // styles {au}

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Harry’s grip on me got tighter as I felt his breathing pick up a bit. I didn’t have to turn around to know that he was awake.

“Good morning.” I whispered still wrapped in his arms, fitting perfectly in his big spoon. Harry flipped my body around so I was now facing his chest.

“Morning.” His voice was raspy and boy was that hot. “How did you sleep?” He released his hold on my waist for a split second so he could wipe the sleep from his eyes.

“Great.” I lied but Harry knew something was up. His eyebrows were pulled together and he bit his bottom lip. Suddenly Harry’s tattooed chest became very interesting. Wait, tattooed chest?

“Where is your shirt? And you have tattoos?” Harry chuckled before answering me.

“I’m guessing I took it off when I was sleeping. I have no clue, and as for the tattoos, I have lots of them. Do you not like them?” I looked up at Harry’s beautiful face and then looked back at his chest. My fingers traced the two swallows that sat on his chest and then moved down to the butterfly that laid on his upper abdomen.

“I think they are beautif… nice. They are very nice Harry.” I internally face palmed myself.

Jess you cannot become attached… I can’t fall for Harry Styles. One, I hardly know the guy, and two, if he ever finds about me he’s going to leave me.

That’s right Jessica, he’s going to leave you and then you will be left with us. No, this can’t be happening right now. Please stop, not with Harry here.

He’s going to find out soon, we might make another appearance while he’s here. We don’t want him around.

My breathing was uneven due to the fact that I was having an anxiety attack. This can’t be fucking happening! I can’t let Harry find out that I see and hear things that actually aren’t there. Not only that, but I’m so fucking paranoid that I can’t sleep because of it.

Just watch your back Jessica, and remember we watch you every single second of the day. I felt my body being shaken, but I was still in my state on panic.

“Jess! Please snap out of it!” The voice sounded so far away. I blinked my burning eyes a few times, and finally the blurriness subsided and Harry was no longer a blob of color.

“What happened?” I asked, completely confused on why he was screaming at me.

“What do you mean what happened? You completely spaced out and then your eyes rolled into the back of your head. Not only that, Jess it was like you were having some sort of seizure. Please tell me what’s going on.” Harry’s eyes were filled with concern. I was actually kind of scared that he would start crying.

“Nothing is going on.” I had to lie to him.

“Bullshit Jessica! Tell me what just happened! I know that you didn’t sleep last night; I was up most of the night worrying about you. Why did you lie to me?” This is ridiculous. I’m trying to figure out what to do with the goddamned kid giving me the puppy dog face. “Are you going to tell me?”

I looked up into Harry’s green eyes knowing that this was going to be a disaster. Slowly, I nodded my head agreeing to tell Harry what was actually going on with me.

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