Skinny Love → Sebastian Stan

texts

iMESSAGE between SEBASTIAN and REYNA

Sebastian
Reyna?

baby rey
Yeah?

Sebastian
Oh my gosh, I was so afraid
you wouldn't answer me

baby rey
What do you want, Sebastian?

Sebastian
To tell you that I am so sorry,
Reyna. I have never regretted saying
something so much in my life and I
need you to know that I didn't mean
it. To be honest, I'm terrified to think
about what my life would be like if I
hadn't met you. You're the most important
person in my life, and to lose you...I
just don't know what I would do.

baby rey
Okay.

Sebastian
Okay? Please give me more
than just okay, Reyna

baby rey
What do you expect me to say to
you, Sebastian? Do you expect me
to forgive you? Because I'm not gonna
do it. I came to your apartment to tell
you that I saw your girlfriend cheating on
you and you didn't believe me. You accused
me of trying to ruin your relationship when
you should've known damn well I would
never ever do something like that to you,
despite how I felt. Then you told me you
didn't care how I felt...that hurt me. After
that you said you wished you had never
met me...that broke me. The past fifteen
years I've spent with you have made me
feel like I was everything. Now I just feel
like nothing and I don't like it. I don't like
feeling this way, Sebastian. And I definitely
don't like that I feel this way because of you.

Sebastian
I never meant to make you
feel that way, Reyna. I swear
on everything that was never my
intention. I was terrified of the way
I felt about you, and I just wanted to
stop feeling the way I did. I thought being
with Margarita would help me achieve
that, but it didn't. You mean more to me
than anything in the world, Reyna Foster.
I definitely haven't acted like it lately, but
you do. I hate that it's taken me so long
to realize that, and I'm terrified that it's too
late, but I just need you to know that.

baby rey
You took my feelings for you and put them
off to the side as if they were nothing, and
that made me feel horrible. But because I'm
a good person I'm not gonna do that to
you because I know just how horribly it
sucks. I'm not gonna disregard them and
I'm not going to ignore them. All I've been
wanting is for you to feel the same way about
me as I feel about you, and I guess knowing
that you do makes me feel a little bit better,
but it does nothing to fix anything. I love you
so much, but you brought this on yourself.
As of right now, I'm no longer your best
friend or even an acquaintance. You're
just some kid I went to high school with who
also happens to be one of my cast mates.
You made a wish that you had never met me,
so just think of this as me granting your wish
for you.

Sebastian
No, Reyna please don't do this
to me. I can't live without you, I
honestly can't.

baby rey
Goodbye, Sebastian.

Sebastian
Rey, please
READ AT 6:17 PM

You're literally my entire life,
please don't leave me
READ AT 6:24 PM

I can't do this without you
READ AT 6:31 PM

I need you, Reyna
READ AT 6:36 PM

I don't wanna be without you
READ AT 6:42 PM

I love you more than anything, Reyna
Lynn. Don't leave me, please
UNDELIVERED

Reyna.....
UNDELIVERED