Jack Gilinsky

Lonely Star

I walked through Digi NYC and met a couple of fans while walking around a little with Andrea.

You see, I was a Youtuber and I was really looking forward to this event. "Y/N!" I heard around me. We kept taking pictures with fans I enjoyed every minute of it.

"How are you and Caleb?" They asked about my boyfriend.

We had been together for a while now and I was happier than ever. "Good, thank you for asking babe!" They yelled and I slightly laughed at their reactions.

Andrea and I walked further and saw the Omaha squad. We were friends but not that we were like best friends or something.

One thing, Jack G and I had been talking for a while, flirting even, but then I met Caleb and we stopped talking suddenly. But that was a while ago.

They approached us and hugged us. "Hey. How are you?" Nate asked.

"I'm good, how are you guys?" I smiled at them. We talked for a while and it was actually nice.

"Y/N, can I talk to you?" Jack Gilinsky asked me. I furrowed my brows and nodded. We walked to some kind of bar and sat down.

"What's up?" I asked while sipping my tea.

"Listen, I don't want to be a relationship wrecker or something," He quickly said. I started to get nervous. "but I felt like you deserve to know the truth. It's fair to the both of us." I nodded slowly and harshly swallowed.

"I like you. A lot. No not that kind of like you. I've been 'crushing' on you, alright? I sound like a twelve year old but whatever." He awkwardly chuckled. He turned red as a tomato. I felt bad for him. "But you're with Caleb. So I'm not expecting anything."

I didn't know what to say. Not only was I shocked, but I also had small feelings for Jack in the past. But he never made a move so I eventually gave up on him. "I-I'm so sorry. I di-"

"Don't apologize!" He interrupted me. "It's just that I didn't have the balls to say it." He slightly laughed.

"Now we're confessing... I might've felt something for you, but you never made a move so I eventually stopped."

He bit his lip and looked at his hands. "So, you don't feel anything for me anymore?" I shook my head. "Oh... Damn if I wasn't a pussy, you would be my girlfriend right now." He sarcastically laughed.

"No, no... Don't see it that way. Listen, I'm really sorry. But I can't just leave Cal-"

"I know. It's not what I was asking. I swear. But I just felt like you needed to know..." His face dropped and he looked upset. I felt so bad for the guy. "That was it." He tried to smile.

"I-I..." Before I knew it my phone rang. I groaned and answered. "Hello?"

"Where the hell are you?" It was Andrea. "We're supposed to go up in five!"

"Oh shit." I threw my hand through my hair and sighed. "I-I'm on my way." I hung up and put my phone in my bag again. "I'm sorry, Jack. But I need to go."

"It's okay..."

I lightly touched his shoulder as I stood up. I looked for something to say. But my mouth was empty. "You'll find a girl. The perfect girl. It's just that I'm not her."

"Yeah... Are we cool, though?" He asked while looking up.

"Of course." I smiled at him while messing his hair up playfully.

I got out of the bar and it felt like I could breath again. This was so fucked up.