Jack Gilinsky

Keep Us Together

"Fuck off, Gilinsky." I calmly replied. My boyfriend had been pissing me out the entire time and I was fed up with him for the past hour now. "You're being unreasonable."

Somehow I was, and I quote: 'flirting with other guys as usual'. Jack raised his brow. "Unreasonable? I'm pretty sure I saw you were falling for his fuckboy charms, though."

"What the hell is up your ass these days? You're nothing but a bitch." He continued saying. It was my turn to raise my brows now.

"Excuse me? There's no need to get fucking rude."

"Who cares man." I laughed coldly at Jack.

"Go cry at Madison's." I know I shouldn't have said that, but I couldn't give a shit about Jack right now.

"I'm sure she'll give you the love you want." I added.

"How about you go cry at your mommy's?" I clenched my jaw at the mention of my mom.

She left us when I was little, and Jack definitely knew where he was going with this. "Oh wait, she left your pathetic ass."

That was the limit.

I stood up and looked him right in the eyes with nothing but a cold look. His gaze softened slowly but surely. "I can't believe I ever fell for you." I said while trying to get my tears inside.

He knew how much it hurt me from day one. Never have I thought that he would ever use that to make me feel like shit. Guess I was wrong.

I pushed him out of the way, but he pulled me back. "Don't fucking touch me." I said while slapping his hand away. But he kept returning it.

She left your pathetic little ass.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Y/N," He kept repeating.

How about you go cry at your mommy's?

"Baby, please."

"Don't fucking touch me!" Before I knew it my hand was connected with his cheek. I slightly gasped at my action. It wasn't too hard, but I was pretty sure that would sting.

I harshly swallowed and looked at him. Jack was just as surprised as I was. I walked away again but he slipped his arms around my waist, not letting me go.

I struggled to get out his arms. "I'm sorry, please just stay. Please." He softly said while I was kicking.

"I fucking hate you." I quietly said.

After a while of struggling I gave up and literally broke down in Jack's arms. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He said once again. "I shouldn't have said that. I-I... I'm sorry." I didn't answer. I just stayed quiet while slipping quiet tears out of my eyes.

"I didn't mean to say that. I just got caught up in the moment. I-I... Fucking hell, what have I done." The last part was rather told to himself than me.

We stayed like that for a while. I pulled back and looked him in the eyes, who were filled with nothing but guilt.

"Please don't leave me." He whispered. Tears were threatened to spill again, but I bit the inside of my cheek to stop them.

"I won't." I managed to say. He pulled me back in a hug again and kissed my hair.

After a while we went to bed. Both of us were tired as hell and we just wanted to forget about this evening.

Jack literally sticked himself to me as I laid my head on his chest. "I'm sorry." He said once again.

"I'm sorry too." I softly responded. "I shouldn't have hit you or start about Madison."

"It's okay. I deserved it." I sighed and harshly swallowed.

"Today sucked." Jack chuckled.

"Let's just go to sleep. alright?" He agreed and I laid with my back towards Jack since I just really wanted a good night sleep.

I felt him shuffle next to me and he put his arm around me while coming closer to me. "I love you. I love you so much." He softly said.

"I love you too."