"She's right! She's right! I don't cut in the right spot." My hold tightens on my wrist. The red blood oozes out of my wrist.
I slide up and grab my bag and run out of the bathroom. I don't care if people can see the blood I just want to get out.
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Dear cookie, Last week I told my friends the events that happened from Alison to Drake.
They keep telling me that I should tell someone about me getting bullied but that would only make it worse.
I can tell that they are gonna bring it up again and I'm not looking forward to it.
As for Drake my theory on him leaving me alone was right.
Whenever he would see me he would stare then turn.
Hey at lease he's not talking to you.
As for Miss Percepiny, she is constantly breathing down my neck about how practice is going.
I have to keep on telling her it's going fine. It is. I have organised two songs already. One of the slow songs is 'begin again'. And one of the upbeat songs is 'dibs'.
They are all originals so I just have to make sure I can remember the tunes probably and lyrics and I'm good to go.
I still have another four songs to pick. I have a few options. Okay, a lot of options but I might have to write new songs.
I've been practicing and organising every recess and lunch. I already told Brian and Cassy and they're cool. I think?
Maybe I should do gravity for another slow song. Yep that sounds good. And another fast song. Hurricane. That's good.
I'll have to talk to Miss Percepiny today in music. First time this week. It's will be fun! Note the sarcasm.
Okay I gotta go.
Bye cookie!
I shut my diary and store it in my desk drawer.
Music is first period.
I pull my grey and black striped jumper on and brush my wavy hair into a side ponytail then twisting it to make the twist hairstyle.
I slip my black beanie on and tie my grey converse on.
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Stuffing my books and lyric sheets in my grey bag I walk down the stairs.
When I reach the kitchen I make a turn to the bathroom.
Pulling up my top I check my stomach. It's flat. Perfect!
I look down at my thighs. Ugh! Fat. That won't do.
