Don't Let Me Go [1D AU Fanfiction]

Chapter 9: Using Me

Harry POV:

I was walking home from school at 5:07 pm. I decided to help my art teacher Mr. Sweet (A/N If you watch House of Anubis, I love you right now!) put up artwork for the school's yearly art show. He has been sick for the past few days, and since he's my favorite and the best teacher ever, I couldn't let him down.

It's already dark outside and had been pouring outside earlier, so the ground is damp with water, and it's misty outside, but I don't mind. I love this kind of weather. I'm walking on the bridge near my house, and I can't help but notice it's always so nice and quiet in this area of town. When a breath out, white mist comes out of my mouth. I never noticed it was cold outside, I'm was nice and warm in my wool coat. I stopped and just took a breath and listened. I hear nothing but the rain that's falling again, no footsteps on the ground, I'm listening but there's no sound. Until I heard a voice say my name.

"Hello Harry."

Melina POV:

Today it's my day that I can spend time with Rory. I'm laying on my bed, looking through my Instagram, and I look over at Rory who's doing her homework for Monday night, and she's looking really confused. I walk over to her, and sit beside her.

"What's up?" I said. "What homework is that?" I asked.

"It's math."

I groaned. "Do you understand it?"

"Honestly, I don't know... I feel so pressured out. I can remember steps after the first step of the type of problem I'm doing, but since I don't how to do the beginning, the step I already know how to do is useless!" She crumbled her paper in her hand slightly in frustration, and threw it on the floor.

"I can see your pressured," I started. "Since it's a Friday night, why dosen't a friend take her friend out for a good time? You can sleep over mine tonight, and I'll help you with this math later." She needed sometime outside. She was just cooped up in a hospital room for over a month, and being in another small room wasn't good for her.

She smiled slightly. "Sure." Then she looked up to me. "What about my stuff I need for tonight?" She asked.

"I'll swing by your house, on the way to the... how do you say, mall?" I smirked.

"YEAH!" She yelled. "I haven't been to the mall in FOR-EV-ER GIRL!"

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After a huge shopping spree, me and Rory were just chilling on my bed, listening to My Chemical Romance songs. She got up, and looked at me serious like.

"M-Melina?" She stuttered, sounding nervous.

"Yeah mate?" I asked.

"Will you ever hate me? No matter how fucked up I am, no matter how much of an idiot I am?" I pulled her into a hug, while she started to cry on my shoulder.

"Rory, I could never hate you. Your my best friend, and I love you." I said, patting her back.

She pulled away, and whipped her tears away. "I haven't done it in awhile, but I feel like I should tell you." She breathed in deeply. "In the past, I hurt myself."

"You what?" I looked at her, and she started crying again.

"I-I..." She pulled her arms around herself. "I self harmed...! No one ever knew how I really felt, how a smile could fool someone-"

"Rory, I love you. Lily loves you. Louis does, everyone. If you ever need to tell me something that's troubling you, or something that your upset about, you can always come to me." started getting teary eyed. "Because I almost lost you, and I was losing myself, and I don't know where I would be without you!"

After that experience, we ended up talking about things all night, until we fell asleep.

Harry's POV: (Continuation from his last POV)

"Hello Harry." A voice said behind me said.

I stopped breathing, when I realized who the voice belonged to. God please no. No!

I turned around to see a man, wearing a long black trench coat, dress pants, and leather shoes. It was him. It was my dad. He found me. It's over.

"You have grown since the last I have seen you Harold." I tried to make a run for it, but he was faster then I, and he grabbed my hand, twisted it back, and put his hand roughly over my mouth, as I screamed in pain. "You never learn, do you? Silly boy." He twisted my arm farther back, and tears started falling from my eyes, onto the damp pavement. He pushed me to the ground, and kicked me in the stomach, as I screamed in pain. "Useless... Pathetic..." He mumbled under his breath.

He dragged me into an alleyway against my will, and put his hand back over my mouth. Why does he hate me so much? Why does a parent like to see his own children in so much pain? I closed my eyes, waiting for him to be done with me, to get it all over with. But nothing came; No punches, no smacks, nothing. I slowly opened my eyes, to see him staring at me, smirking.

"Didn't your mother tell you not to stay out late, not by yourself?" He paused and then spoke again. "I'm going to take my hand away from this pretty little face of yours, and If you are smart, you won't yell or scream for help. If you do, your face won't look so pretty anymore." I nodded weakly, and he slowly took it away from my mouth.

He starred in my eyes evilly, and I starred into his, afraid if I looked away, he would hit me. I was afraid to speak, but when I did, It came out rough and quiet like.

"W-Why do you... Hate me so much...?" I said, tears forming in my eyes.

He looked at me blankly and finally said, "Because it's you." Without emotion, and picked me up, threw me over his shoulder, and threw me in his car.

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I woke up in a small, dark room, lying on a brass bed. I'm so scared. I want to go home. I want to be with my mom, my big sister, and my twin brother. I want Niall and Louis, I want Lily. I wish I told Lily how I felt. I want to hold her. I want to cuddle her. I just want to kiss her. Because I think I'm in love with her! I started crying for who knows how long, whispering 'Mum, Niall, Louis, Gemma, Marcel, and Lily' over and over again, thinking if I did that, some savior would come for me. But no one will.

No one will miss me. Maybe dads' right. I'm just useless.

HARRY NOO! I'm sorry guys, don't go hating, it's just a fanfiction. But what do you think will happen to Harry? Will Rory start to remember? How will Louis, Lily, and Niall react?