Past and Present

Chapter 29

PAST AND PRESENT
CHAPTER 29

YSSA RAMIREZ POV:

"What happened, dear" my father asked me, I just shrugged my shoulders and hugged him

"Hey—alam kong may nangyari—nag-away ba kayo ni Adam?" tumango ako ng mahina

"Nasabi mo na ba ang totoo?" tumango ako ulit, sina Arlyka at Dad lang ang nakakaalam na wala akon amnesia at noon 'yun—ngayon nalaman nina Kian, Mom and even Zexter.

He hugged me back, "everything's gonna be okay, dear" I sniffed

"No dad, a-aalis na si Zexter. H-He hates me to death—I-I love him, p-pero hindi ko inaasahan na ganito p-pala ang mangyayari"

"All the decision have consequence dear" dad's right—I must take my consequence.

"P-pero, si Zexter... W-What if—makahanap siya ng iba... P-Paano nalang kung h-hindi na siya babalik?" mahinang pagtatanong ko, he rubbed his hand on my hair

"Don't take what ifs dear—he will never love you if he looks for another girl—remember that you are his first love. A Zamora only loves one woman—one girl." Tumango naman ako

"He just need to cool himself up, to find answers within his own, he'll be back" and he kissed my forehead

"And if ever he never come back—find a man who deserve your love dear, he's not the only man one earth to be love" and he messed me hair and left

There is only one man who deserves my love—and that is Zexter. Maghihintay ako—kahit linggo, buwan o taon—maghihintay ako para bumalik siya. He waited for 2 years, and I am also willing to wait just for him.

ADAM ZEXTER ZAMORA POV:

"HOW COULD YOU BE SELFISH, ADAM ZEXTER ZAMORA? You left her broken!" singhal sa akin ni Arlyka pagkarating ko sa Canada, tinakpan ko ang tenga ko

"Stop shouting, Zane. She lied, and I hate her" pinalo naman niya ang braso ko bigla, "your fvcking pride—walang Zamora ang nag-iiwan ng babae, Zexter! You are the only one who left a girl broken—anong klase ka lalaki? You left her because of your pride"

"Sino ba ang kinakampihan mo, Zane? I am your cousin pero parang siya pa ang inaalala mo" inis na sabi ko sakanya

"Wala akong kinakampihan—Yes, she's wrong—she hid the truth, pero naman intindihin mo naman siya. Nagawa niya 'yun dahil litong lito na siya sa nangyayari noon. Wala siyang magawa kundi ang magpanggap at para makalimutan na ang nakaraan! And you are saying—na mahal pa rin niya si Matt? Damn!" and she messed my hair

"You damn idiot! Walang Zamora na tanga!—hindi ko alam kung Zamora ka talaga o ampon ka lang nina Tito and Tita. First—you left her crying and broken, then now you became an idiot. Argh"

"You don't understand me, Zane. She fvcking lied to me for months, then ngayon pa lang niya sasabihin? Darn—you knew that Zamora's hate liars."

"Yeah right—pero narinig mo ba ang side niya? You never—because of your pride. Hindi mo alam ang sakit na dinanas niya for being comatose for years—tapos sa huli sinaktan mo rin siya. Pareho lang kayo ni Kian. Kian hurt her before—then now you hurt her" malamig na sabi niya

"You never knew what a woman thinks. Woman and man are different." And she left me dumbfounded pero isa lang ang nang-iwan sa akin na nanigas ang buong sistema ng katawan ko

"Good luck Zexter—hindi mo manlang inisip na baka mahal ka na nga ni Elyssa at hindi si Kian. You pushed her to be with Kian—pero tama nga ba 'yun? Ang ipagtulukan ang isang babae na hindi naman pala niya mahal sa isang lalaki? You are so stupid"

Tama nga ba ang sinabi ni Zane sa akin? That E-Elyssa doesn't love Kian—but what if she loves me? Darn—what did I do?