One Shots... First Story Ever...

Bajanless

Hey guys! Porolady is coming at ya with a new oneshot!

This one may be triggering for some on you, it contains depression, and suicide attempt.

Enjoy!

Ship:
Bajancanadian (Mitch) x MrWoofless (Rob)

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Mitch P.O.V

I sat on my living room couch, holding a bottel of pills, and trying to find reasons for me not to do it... I couldn't find them...

I can't believe he did that to me... I thought. He knew it would break me...

You may be wondering what happened that got me in this situation... well it'll be painful, but here you go...

~Flashback time!~

I woke up this morning to an empty bed, I didn't worry because my boyfriend Jerome is a busy person and usually left early.

I loved Jerome so much that I didn't even question the fact that he refused to tell me where he is working, and why he comes home late at night or sometimes the day after.

Usually when he came back we had sex.

Every night after the fun we had he told me he loves me... Oh how I wish I hadn't fell for his lies.

So in the afternoon, he came home in an unusually happy mood, he ran up to me and said with a smile, "She said yes!"

I was very confused at the moment, I hoped with all my heart that it was his boss agreeing on giving him a break from work.

He danced around the house for a little bit, and then moved into a more serious tone.

"Mitch, I can't let you use my body enymore, I'm engaged now." At that point my heart broke. Using you? "I came here to tell you the amazing news... I gotta go now, me and the love of my life need to plan our wedding."

An hour after he left I still sat there shocked, he only used me for pleasure... Was I nothing but a whore to him?

I broke down at that moment of realization, that I ment nothing to him. I eas only a tool to satisfy his needs.

I cried for three hours.

After that, I had a headache so I went to get Aspirin.

Once I got the pill bottle out of the cabinet, I realized that I could use that to end the pain.

Si here I am now, sitting in my living room trying to decide if to end it or not.

~End of flashback time!~

After that, the rewind of the day helped me decide.

I just opened the pill bottle when I heard a knock on the door.

I knew I had to hurry. My door was unlocked and it was only a mattre of time until whoever's at the door realizes it.

I placed a pill and swallowed it dry, I immediately took the next one.

I already taken 5 pill and had the 6th in my hand when the door opened. It was Rob.

I quickly put the pill in my mouth, and tried to swallow, that when he got over the shock.

He immediately ran over to where I was sitting and took the pill out of my mouth, after that he ripped the pill bottle out of my hand and thrown it across the room.

After that he dragged me to the bathroom and made me throw up by putting two fingers down my throat.

After this he took a deep breath and picked me up and carried me to my bedroom.

Half way to the bedroom I broke down and started to cry on his shoulder. He's response was to rub my back to try and sooth me.

When we got to my bedroom, he put me down on the bed and tucked me in.

He got up to leave but I held his hand, "Please don't leave me alone..." I begged weakly.

He got on the bed next to me and hugged me. "Don't worry, I won't." He said. "Not now, not ever."

With that he kissed me and I felt sparks fly. I kissed back. After we pulled back, I smiled. A real smile, the first one in what felt like forever.

And witg that, I snuggled up to his chest and let sleep overtake me.

I'm happy now...

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And there you go guys! Another oneshot!

Tge reason it took me TWO days to post it was because I got caught up in my new non-oneshot story...

Hope you enjoyed it, and as usual, please live me comments, cause I love reading them, and leave suggestions for more ships,and if you want a part two.

Love you peeps,
Porolady.