Same Old Days

chapter 8

(a/n
Calums voice in this is the best thing ever. Okey byee.)

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Alyssa's POV

I woke up and felt something underneath my back.

"What the-" oh. It's Michael's arm. Why is he here, actually why are all 4 of the boys here?

"Michael, wake up" i whispered about 4 times and he still wasn't waking up. No one else was either...

Time for pillows. And pans.

I went upstairs and grabbed 6 pillows, one for each person, and a pan and a wooden spoon.

"Wake up!" i yelled and threw each pillow at them. Then i started clanking the pan and spoon together.

"Oh my gosh shut up we're up jesus!" Calum yelled.

"It's 1 in the afternoon, you better be up now." i said as i clanked the pan 2 more times almost a third but then Michael came up behind me and took them away.

"Heyyyy." i pouted. He just smirked at me.

"I will wipe that smirk off your face and throw it in the freaking trash can."

"Someone's feisty in the mornings." he replied.

Once everyone got up and ready the boys and Anna had to go home so Lexi and I decided to go do a little shopping.

"Oooh we have to go to hot topic, i need a new Green day shirt." i said as we entered the mall.

I love the store hot topic, it's the best because i mean bands are the best, am i right?

Lexi decided to go into aerópostalé for a minute since hot topic was right across from it.

I was looking for my green day shirt when someone grabbed my shoulder and pushed me against the wall.

"What the hell!" i yelled.

"Hey babe did you miss me?" Alex my disgusting ex said to me.

""Get off of me now."

"Now come on what happened to the Alyssa i loved?" he replied.

"You don't abuse someone you love Alex, now get off of me." i shoved him and ran to find Lexi.

She wasn't in aerópstalé anymore so i ran to the food court hoping she was there.

"Lexi! We need to leave, please." i said once i found her.

She just nodded and stood up, she thinks Alex has left me alone, so I'm going to have to come up with an excuse.

"Are you okay?" Lexi asked as soon as we got in the car.

"Uhm yea i just felt light headed and thought i was gonna have an anxiety attack from not being with someone i knew after what happened."

"Oh okay. I understand, do you want ice cream?" Lex asked me.

"Sure, sounds good."

I really hated lying to her but i don't i ow what else i could do, i don't want her worrying again about me, she's had enough of that over the past 13 years.

We pulled into Mo's ice cream shop. I love it here, their ice cream is amazing. We come here a lot so the employee's that are working almost always know us.

"Hello ladies! Do you want the usual?" Ben, Lexi's mom's friend, asked us?

"Yes please" we smiled at him.

"We haven't been here in forever, i miss it" i said to Lexi. Which is true i really do miss this place.

"Me too" lexi replied as our ice cream came out.

"Thanks Ben!"

"No problem have a nice day girls!"

We went back to her house since the boys and anna were all out doing other stuff. I go back to school tomorrow and quite frankly I'm eally scared, i haven't been there in about a month. I did most of my homework in the hospital cause the boys or Lexi or Anna would bring it to me but the people at school are who I'm scared of.

Every one probably knows what happened by now and the last thing i want is to deal with people that seem to be on the period 24/7. Yes even the guys.

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Lexi had gone to take a shower while i just watched netflix and lounged around.

My phone buzzed so i decided to see who it was

Michael🙈: heyo to get back in the school spirit can i take you out tonight? :)

To Michael🙈: I'm busy tonight sorry mikey maybe another night xx

I really wasn't busy it's just I'm worried about falling for Michael. Honestly i think i already have but... No i haven't I'm not allowed to.

"Hey are you okay?" i just realized Lexi got out of the shower.

"Oh yea hey lex sorry"

"It's okay, I'm gonna go out with the boys tonight, wanna come?"

"Uh no I'll be fine here, thanks" i already turned down Michael i can't just show up and lie to him.

"Okay well I'll see you later then love ya" she said

"Yea... Love you too"

I decided that i had nothing better to do since it was 1a.m and lexi had been gone for 6 hours but to go find her.

I walked to Michael's house first but when his mom answered the door i knew they weren't there.

Next, i went to Anna's house but no one answered and her mom is probably sleeping .

Next up is calums house. I knocked on the door and a very drunk Ashton answered.

"Ooooh haiiii lissaa" he drew oit all of his words.

"Shut up ash, where's lexi I'm taking her home it's 1a.m and her mom will freak if we're both gone."

"Come innn" god i hate drunk people. But i have no room to talk..

"Hiiii lissaa!!" i got oh so suprisingly greeted by 4 more of my drunk friends.

"Hey. Lexi come on we have to go home, you know your mom doesn't like you out late or me after what happened."

"One more drink pleeeasee" she begged

"No lexi. Come on."

"Your no fun, no wonder Alex had to abuse you to control you."

I lost it. Everything went blurry and i couldn't breathe.

My best friend of 13 years just told me i deserved what i had in the past.

This is why i want to die. This is why I'm leaving. And I'm leaving now.

I started running as far as i could so matter how much i heard them all screaming at me to come back.

When i got to the middle of the woods i was completely lost. I sat down on a rock and decided to stay there till morning when i could actually see and fell asleep freezing my ass off on a rock and crying.

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Hey guys! I'm really sorry that i update so slow. I'm not very experienced so sorry if some of this book doesn't make sense or something. Try to let me know if something doesn't match up, thanks! Also thanks for reading and if you like the book feel free to share with your friends :))
-lissa