HarmonizeOurLives : Sequal!

Chapter 19

< 3 Month Later - 5 months into the pregnancy>

Camila POV

Lauren has been kind of freaking out even though she hasnt said anything about it but i know her... she isnt sure if shes gonna be a good Mommy to Nathan but im positive she will be.. im 5 months pregneat and i look like a fucking ballon... i hate it but i try my best not to show my feelings. Lauren and the girls have been helping me plan a baby shower but i feel so digusting i almost dont want to have one ... Lauren and I are in bed talking about our life " baby do you think we will need a bigger house " i trace the palm of her hand thinking for a minute " maybe ... but when he is older " she nods and kisses my cheek " i really love you lauren " i whisper and she turns to me rubbing my belly like she always does " i love you too camila... and you nathan " she smiles and kisses my tummy then wraps her arms around me... we lay there for hours in silence thinking about the life ahead of us.

Ally POV

Im so excited to be an aunty... all of us are but we miss camren so much since they have moved out .. since there right next door its not that bad though... life is so excellent right now i cant belive all the amazing things that has been happening.. with baby nate coming and getting to be with the love of my life, nothing could go wrong.

" baby can you come " i call cynthia from the bathroom and she comes wrapping her arms around me from behind and kissing my shoulder " whats up babe ?" she asks looking at me threw the mirror " i want to talk to you " she nods and i sit on the sink/ counter top and she stands between my legs moving her hands up and down then " i was wondering what you thought about having a baby?" i ask and looks down  " ummm... yeah i guess itll be cool " she says non chalantly and i lift her chin " okayyyy? now tell me what you really think" is say in a serious tone and she sighs " i dont know ally... not really that type of person who has babies and stuff ..." i look at her in disbelif and she walks out of the bathroom.... " babe talk to me.. why not?" i ask following her and she lays in bed " because im just not!... " she gets frustrated and i just stay quite... shes never been like this with me before so i just let it go.. i sit at the edge of the bed and she comes closer to me " ally... im sorry.. i just want to travel alot and have a life before doing all that .. " she says trying to explain herself and i just nod .. i lay in bed thinking about what i want for my future and if we are still compatible.

Normani POV 

Dinah and i have been pretty good the past couple of months... we have been able to go out with no worries since all focus is on Camren and the new baby... Everything is almost perfect. Dinah has been smoking alot lately which i really dont like, i pretend for her sake but im getting sick of it.. she takes me to parties where we smoke weed and drink and i just dont like it .. its not a life style that i am suitable for " come on babe where leaving " she calls out from the door and i groan putting on the last part of make up i needed.. i walk out and she is in a raunchy dress and heels. i hold her hand and we walk down to the car " you know your all mines right?" i ask and she nods chuckling a bit while she drives out of the parking spot " of course babe... and your mine " i smile and she puts her hand on my thigh.. she drives down to the hollywood party that we go to almost every weekend and we get off going up to the VIP section " D! Mani!" some guy that i hate says and dinah smiles hugging him still holding my hand and i wave " hey mikey sup?" she asks and he hands her and I a drink " nothing much the usu... missing my little harmony girls " dinah laughs and flips him off and we sit at a secluded table... dinah starts to drink but i push my cup aside. 

After an hour Dinah is totally drunk.. she is completly unbearble " babyyy come dance with meee" she says slurring her words and i shake my head " no babe i dont feel like it " she groans and mikey takes her hand and she grinds on him... it makes me so jelous but whatever at least i know nothing real is happening. a few more hours pass by and dinah is mellowed out. we are sitting in a circle and they are passing around a blunt. I havent taken a hit so i could be well enough to drive my baby home " you ready to go yet?" i whisper to dinah and she looks at her watch. its 4 AM and she sighs " yeah i guess " we say bye to everyone and i get in the car having to drag a High drunken with me and its not easy " wow the lights are sooo pretty " dinah says looking at a stop light and i chuckle " babeee why your no fun?" she asks and i look at her weird " what do you mean?" she lays down with her head on my lap and she moves her hand up my thigh " i dunnoooo " i start throbbing and i shush her away. i hate having sex while she is in this state " babeeeeee" she complains and i turn into the drive way " dinah no... i dont want to " she groans and gets off the car trudging up stairs and i open the door for her.. she goes straight to the bed room and i follow after her. When i get inside dinah is almost completly undressed and laying on the bed " pweaseee " she begs and i help ehr take off her heels while i take off mines " no baby good night " i kiss her forhead and she groans frustratedly getting under the covers and i change quickly into my Pjs " your no fun mani bear " i look at her and that is when i have had enough " yeah well then maybe you should find a fun girl friend!" i scream and she sits up " whatever maybe i will!" she screams back and  i roll my eyes leaving the room... i go to Camrens old room and i lay in the bed thinking about what just happened... did we just break up?. i think to mysef feeling heart broken.. i cuddle up with a pillow and tears streaming down my face praying to god that when i wake up everything will be perfectly fine like before.