HarmonizeOurLives : Sequal!

Chapter 39

Camila POV

I woke up with someones feet on my face " EWWW" i scream and fell off the bed... Normani sits up " What happened?" She asks " Dinahs stinky feet were all up on my face!" Lauren gets up streching " whats all the screaming about?!" she asks and i sigh "Nothing " i look around and i dont see nathan " Wheres nate?" i whisper and they start to look between the 3 sleeping girls " Hes not here babe " Lauren says and i run out of the room " Papiii where are you?!" i yell and he jumps up " Here mama!... " Hes sitting on the couch watching Disney channel on the TV and i sigh in relif " Tell me next time alright i got very worried?" He nods and cuddles up to me as i sit next to me " but you were sleepy... you snore mama " I gasp and he cracks up " I do not!" he pokes me cheek and i kiss his over and over on his cheeks " Your a weirdo " he says and i bite him softly and he jumps up " Owww!" he screams and for a minute im worried... what if i bite too hard but then he bite my cheek and laughed " Wheres mommy?" he asked and i point to the room " Go wake everyone up but becareful with Tia Ally tummy alright?" he nods and i follow him to the room recording a video " 1....2...3!" i turned the lights on and he jumped around on the bed shaking everythig and everyone " WAKE UPPPP WE GOTTA GOOOS" he screams and everyone gets up laughing/mad .. Lauren grabs him and swings him around " Nathannnn .... you have to wake us up with kisses not noise!" she says and he kisses her forhead " It was funny right?" They all nod and he hugs Ally's tummy " Hi lwittle baby" he whispers and ally plays with his hair " Were gonna got get breakfeast... watch him?" she nods and cynthia smiles and lauren follows me out of the room " What do you wanna get baby?" Lauren asks while wrapping her arms around my waist from behind " Pancakes " she giggles and kisses my cheek down to my neck " let us go " she holds my hand and i feel my heart beating faster and faster while we walk...  " Lolo.. " i whisper and she looks to me stopping in front of the elevator " Yeah baby?" .. " Why do i still get nervous or butterflies everything around you still " I ask and she wraps her arms around my waist looking into my eyes " I ask myself the same thing everyday Camz " . she puts her hand on my heart and i feel electricity all over my body like a shock as i stare into her eyes.. i see almost inside her.. its not something i can exlpain exactly but while im looking into her eyes its like i see how much she loves me and she loves me very much. The elevator dings and we break our eye contact and lauren takes her hand off my chest... We walk into the elevator silently and she press's the floor button... I slip my hand in hers carefully and she smiles pulling me closer " I felt it to " i say and she smiles kissing me softly " Good... " 

 When we got to IHop we ordered a bunch of diffrent pancakes and lauren leads me to a table in the corner to wait for it to be ready.. She sits across from me and holds my hands moving her tumb up and down my hand " Camz " she says seriously " Yes?" she smiles and kisses my hands gently " What do you think about going on a big trip just us and nate " i shrug " I guess why not " She looks down and traces the palm of my hand " I dont know its just a thought.. " i get up and move to the seat next to her and slide in " Where were you thinking about going?"  she looks up with a toothless weak smile " I dont know.. its dumb just forget it " i hold her chin before she could look down again and i kiss her nose " Tell me whats on your mind Jauregui!" she giggles and i move her hair out of her eyes and behind her ear " well.. i dont know just somewhere out of the country like where people dont know us.. and just like yeah... be a real family " im taken back for a minute.... REAL family?.. " What do you mean? arent we a real family " she nods " yeah but like... without the spot light " i turn away from her a little to think so myself... does she not feel like we are a real family? " Camila dont think so much about it, I.. " The waitress came putting down 5 boxes Cutting lauren off " Heres your orders ladies, have a wonderful day " She smiles and walks away and i grab the bag walking out of the resturant " Camz!" lauren yells out but i just cant think at the moment.... I wait for her to open the car and when she does i get in the passanger side... She gets in turning towards me " Camila please.. " fuck cant she leave it alone " Drive lauren. " i say seriosuly cutting her off and she punches the steering wheel which scares me a bit, then she sighs in frustration and starts to drive... 

When we get to the loft i go straight up stairs with lauren behind me and i drop the food off with the girls and lauren walks in after me " Mama thank ju!" nathan says making me pick him up and i smile even though im not in the mood " no problem papi go eat i have to do something " he nods and goes with Dinah " Chancho you good?" she asks and i kiss her cheek " perfect " she looks at me weird but i quickly leave the loft before anyone could stop me. " Camz!" i hear lauren yell and i walk faster into our loft... i take off my clothes quickly in the bedroom and walk into the bathroom locking the door.. no one can bother me here. I turn on the water to fill the bathtub and i hear a knock " Karla Camila Cabello open !" i completly ignore lauren and slowly step into the bath when its filled...

After an hour or so i have pruny fingers fromt he water but im still not done thinking... If this isnt a Famila what is it? Why could she have said that.. ive been asking diffrent variations of these questions in my head for the past hour... why am i asking me when i can ask lauren?.... why am i so stupid.... fucking worthless idiot!... woah... are they back... they ... no... fuckkk!

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