HarmonizeOurLives : Sequal!

Chapter 28

Cynthia POV

I wake up and its so dark... i get scared.. im really scared of the dark. I dont know why because i wasnt when i was younger but... i dont know i just get anxiety.. i run out of the room and as soon as the light hits me im able to catch my breath. Everyone in the living room looks at me strangle except for ally " you okay baby?" she asks and i nod slowly walking to the living room... everyone akwardly says hi to me except Mani... shes looking at me sympathaticlly... why... did ally.... fuck no " ally may i talk to you?" she nods ad we walk outside " whats up ?" she asks smiling " did you tell Normani?" i ask and her smile dissapears " yeah... because " i cut her off " no!... that was fucked up... i didnt want pity and shit allyson!" she steps back away from me " i needed help ... i wanted to know how to help you " she says with her head down  " i dont need it.. " i walk back inside and everyone looks at me " sorry... " they all shrug and nathan crawls to me ... at first i kneel down to play with him but i dont want to hurt him so i stand back up... he streches his arms up to be with me but  i dont want something to go wrong.. after a minute of contimplating a Teary eyed ally walks in and looks at me... then at nathan.. she sighs and picks him up whispering something to him and i just walk away " Cynthia!" Camila says " yeah?" i ask " whatchya doiiiiin " i giggle " justa nothinnnn " camila and i do this all the time.. its so weird but cute " alright... well im here you knowww " i nod and hug her " i know mila.. thanks " she walks back to lauren and i look around... they all care about me ...why shouldnt they know.. but fuck its hard " guys " i whisper " and no one hears me so i stand in front of the tv " guys " i say a little louder and everyone looks at me " sup tay tay " lauren says with a smile " well umm... i have a secret " the nod and ally runs up to me " you dont have to.... " she whispers and i sigh " i do... " she nods and sits down next to normani " When i was younger... i was abused and stuff and its hard for me to talk about it and thats why ive been a bitch these past couple days cause i wasnt ready but now i am "  they nod  with sad faces on... the pity i didnt want " and ... i just know you guys really care for me... so i wanted to tell you whats been going on" camila runs to me and gives me a hug and i smile  " i loove you taylor swift.. were always here for you " i nod and everyone else gets into the hug except ally ... when everyone sits back down ally come and kisses my lips " im proud of you babe " i smile and pick her up " i love you " i say and she kisses my nose " i love you too " i spin her around as if we are the only people in the room until i hear the AWWWW's and i giggles putting her down " now that, that is out of the way WHO WANTS ICE CREAM " i scream trying to lighten the subject and camila jumps up " ME " nate giggles and she picks him up " Your want ice cream baby ?" he claps his hand and we all cheer .. camila kisses his nose and i just watch them wishing i had that... wait what?... uhhh cough cough " Alright lets go " we all walk out and go to Menchiesss! WOO