HarmonizeOurLives : Sequal!

Chapter 26

Cynthia POV

I woke up in an unfamilar place but then i remeber exactly where i am, i get dressed back into my clothes and check my phone.

From: Ally, Baby <3

please come home, i cant sleep.... i miss you :(

that really broke my heart... i decide its time to head back. I open the room door and a smell of bacon and biscuts hit me " oh your up!" Dani says smiling and i wave " yeah... i have to head back home " she pouts while taking stuff out of the fridge " well at least stay for breakfeast " i nod and she continues cooking " Hey baby, Hi cynthia " Santana says yawning while coming out of her room. She wraps her arms around Dani from behind and pecks her cheek and Dani smiles kissing her lips " Breakfeast is almost ready " santana nods and sits next to me " so how'd you sleep?" Santana asks and i nod " really good thanks again guys for everything " they both say no problem and my thoughts are redirected to a sound... i hear someone singing amazingly and i look towards the mysterious door " thats rachel " Dani giggles and i smile " shes amazing " i say and santana rolls her eyes " Since high school she has been singing, its literally her life " i nod " ill have to make a couple caslls about that " they both look at me weird " well i mean i am living with fifth harmony they know people who know people who just might have a spot for a voice like that " they smile " sounds good " santant blows a kiss to dani and watching them makes me miss Ally sooo much, " Foods ready!" Dani yells out.

While were eating Rachel and i talk about stuff she would be able to do if she lived in LA.. shes pretty stuck into broadway but i feel like theres something just as good for her talent... maybe even better " how about i talk to Simon and a few people and see if theres something for you then if there is you come to LA and try it out " she nods excitedly " yeah im totally down for that " .. " you guys have all been so amazing to me if you ever want to come to LA call me alright?" they all smile " Dani this is really good " i say about the food she cooked " yeah my baby is an amazing chef " Santana answers for her which is kinda annoying... who am i kidding i would do the same if it were ally.

After we eat Santana and Rachel have to go to work so Dani takes me to the train station " thanks for everything Dani your really sweet " i smile " no problem anytime... and ill take you up on that LA offer  " she winks and i giggles " well ill talk to you soon " We hug and i jump on a train that is headed straight to LA. 

When i got to LA i hoppe of the train and ran to a cab that took me straight to the Loft... i ran up the stairs and opened the door... empty.. i went to Camila and Laurens loft and knocked on the door " Comin!" i heard someone say...after a minute the door opens  and Lauren is there holding Nathan.. she smiles turns to a mean glare " oh you... " i sigh " wheres ally?" i ask and she rolls her eyes " you hurt her cynthia! shes been back and forth all night being depressed because you!" she says almost in a  scream. " i know but... okay i fucked up, i just wanna make it right!" i say frustrated " Shell be back with the girls any minute... just come " she lets me in and i sit on the couch... " Im so sorry about everything ... i just needed to think and i did and i know i need her " Lauren nods and puts nate on the floor of the living room " what did you to in New York? " i think back... anything i would tell her would sound back " nothing much... ate at a diner.. met this awesome undiscovered singer.... thats about it "... " hmmm alright... " she looks at me suspiciously and nathan crawls to me streching his arms out so i would pick him up and i do " how are you baby boy.. your so good! " i smile at himd kissing his cheeks and tickling him as he giggles " why dont you have kids? your great with Nathan and Aussie... " lauren asks and i sit back " its diffren laur... Aussie is my brother i have to take care of him and stuff... and i see nathan every once in a while its not like i raise him... its just .. complicated alright?" she is about to say somethig when the door opens... a hyped up Camila, Dinah, and Normani walks in with a Depressed Ally trailing behind them " BABY WE... oh ... hey cynthia " camila says and i smile waving " hey guys " ally looks up at me and she smiles a little... i run up to her and wrap my arms around her waisr hugging her " im sorry Ally " i whisper and she nods " i know " i kiss her cheek and the girls Awwww " i giggle and hold ally " can we talk?" i ask her and she nods " well be right back guys " she says to the girls and i walk with her hand in hand to our loft " whats up " ally says sitting on the couch and i sit next to her " so... how was New York " she asks breaking the akward silence " it was fine but i missed you alot " she smiles " baby ... i just needed time to think and i know now that i want to be with you for like ever " she lays down on my chest and i wrap me arms around her kissing the top of her head " okay.. " she says... i guess she is hesitant " alright... lets go to where this started ... babies " she sits up a bit " i just dont want to bring a child into this world.. its hard to raise a little kid Ally... i just dont think ill ever be ready " i see tears forming in her eyes " but thats why we will do it together !" she says and i sigh "i just had a really fucked up child hood, my dad did some messed up things and i just never wanted kids because of it... i dont want to fuck up" ... " what did your dad do to you?" ally says almost in a whisper... i see in her eyes a million thought running threw her mind... shes probably freaking out, knowing ally shes totally over analyzing  " He just... left me " i say ... i know its just partially the answer but she it seems she belives it " oh ... well, thats up to you baby... would you leave us? The child and i ?" " no..... but who knows what could happen in you know... yearssss... i dont know ally " all the memoris of my child hood come back in a flow... the beating, rape, alcohol, drugs... my mom getting hut... memories that have been locked away for years hit me like a ton of bricks and my eyes start to sting with tears " baby?" ally asks ... she puts her hand on mine and i pull away ... i stand up and she holds my hand " NOT NOW!" i scream... ally sits back down ... i see the fright in her eyes ... shit what did i do... i run to our room locking the door and i sit in front of it... oh my god..... all the memories its just too much right now.. i hear banging on the door " CYNTHIA TALK TO ME " ally screams ... i bang my head against the wall so it would all stop but they dont, his evil smirk just appears " MAKE IT STOP!" i scream then i start sobbing violently into my arms .. i hear the door break open and i look up to see Dinah, Normani and Ally.. " dude whats going on!?" Dinah asks... i feel like they could all read my mind.. im not ready to share this yet " baby please talk to me " no i cant! i think to myself.. i get up and run out of the room straight to the door but ally grabs onto me before i could make it out " no your not leaving me again! just tell me what it is ill fix it!" .. " YOU CANT ERASE MY MIND ! " with that i push her away making her fall backwards.... i regret it but i cant think about that right now.. i run fast into the Dark LA streets ... my phone is blowing up with Ally's, Dinah's and Mani's ring tones.. i just walk for hours and hours until i find myself in front of the train station... do i leave... or face my past? 

<authors note>

Yay cliffhanger.... guys tell me if the story is getting boring!... im so confliscted about it now