Double Vision

the hell begins

One month passed with little problems and then my hell begins. Jon started on me wanting to have sex all the time and I just couldn't do it. He would hit me for other littlest things also. But hey I felt like I deserved it at times. I have also noticed he always acted funny after he gets a phone call.
" Come on I'm in the mood," he says. "Please I'm tired I can't." "Go to the fuckin bed now." I go so he don't get mad any more. He holds my hands above my head and ties them to the bed frame and rips my clothes off. "Please stop I'll do it just please stop your hurting me." I cry out. He don't listen and just hits me over and over and begins to rape me. When he was done he gets up and leaves the room leaving me tied up. I am just laying there in bed still tied up crying my eyes out. I couldn't cover myself up or anything.
     After a few hours he comes back in. "Please untie me"I beg. He just laughs and gets in bed and rapes me again and again for hours.  He finally rolls over and passed out not even letting me go. I cried myself to sleep. I just want to leave and never look back he scares me. The next morning I'm tired sore hungry and need to go to the bathroom. He let me loose for long enough to go to the bathroom. I was so scared. I look in the mirror I had a bloody nose and lip. I had to find a way to get away from him.  But how can I do this I have to keep to myself and find a way. He had a phone call again and this one was the worst of them all. He had tied me back up and told me to be ready. I just closed my eyes and let it happen I wouldn't get hurt as much.