Double Vision

home again

When we pull up to the house there are car lining the drive way. I don't know if I'm ready for all this though. I miss my babies and  my bed. Jamie comes around opening the door. "You ready to see everyone one baby girl?" He asks picking me up bridal style as I nod my head. A girl can get use to being treated like a princess. We go in the front door and everyone is sitting around talking and drinking. All at once everyone turns around looking at me and telling me they are glad I'm home. Jamie and I have decided to wait to tell everyone about being pregnant for now. Dakota has Keegan and Chris has my Austin. They are growing up so much. Next week they will be 6 months old and I'm pregnant again what was I thinking. It's with the man that I love so I'm ok with anything. After about 3 hours every one starts to leave. I very excited about resting I think to myself.
     Jamie helps bath the kids since I can't really do to much right now since I am still recovering from surgery. He helps me out so much and he loves his kids so very much. I am glad the God out him in my path that day. I layed in bed waiting for Jamie to finish with them but I guess I fell asleep because I am woken up by Jamie kissing my forehead.
"Baby girl you feeling ok? You want me to help you change?" He asks turning the bathroom light on.
" I need a shower." I say trying to get up.
"OK let me get the stuff together for you OK baby girl?" He says kissing me again. I love this man so much.
" Come on baby girl take it slow." He says walking beside me. He already has the water going and all for me. He helps me in the shower and as I was going to shut the curtain he stops me.
" Nope I'm getting in with you to help you out plus I need one." He says kissing my lips.
"Jamie I can manage you know this right?" I ask reaching for the soap.
"Yes i know but I want to take care of my baby girl when she's nope feeling well. For better or worse baby." He says taking the sponge and washing my back. It feels so good. After he helps wash me I try to wash him but I am so tired. " Come on let's get you out and dried off baby girl." He says helping me out. He manages to help me dry off and get dressed oh and brush my hair. He is amazing at this.
" I love you so much Jamie." I say beginning to cry. " Don't cry baby girl I love you too. So very much." He says carrying me to bed. He holds me close to him and before I know it I'm asleep.