where am i?

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I start to hear voices but I can't open my eyes. Where am I? The voice I hear is Jamie's he's next to me I feel it. He is holding my hand so tight, why cant I open my eyes.
"Please please baby wake up. You have to wake up!" He says over and over again.
I'm trying so hard to open my eyes to tell him I'm ok,its just so hard. His touch is so warm on my cold hands. He is crying for me to wake up and I want to so bad. I don't hear him no more he must of went to sleep. I try to open my eyes and this time I am in luck I can see I am in the hospital again hooked up to all kinds of things. I even have a tube in my mouth I can't talk.
I start to Pat Jamie to get his attention. He slowly wake up and sees I'm awake crying even more.
"It's ok baby I'm here let me get the doctor.
When the doctor comes in they check my vitals and take this tube out it hurts so much. He says not to talk right away. The doctor says they had to put it in because I couldn't breath on my own. I almost died on them twice. What happened to me?
"Jamie what happened?
" I came out of the shower and you were on the floor. I was so scared I couldn't find a pulse. I called 911 and had to do CPR on you. Baby I thought I lost you and our baby." Omg the baby is he ok I'm thinking to myself.
"Is the baby ok?" I ask.
"Yes we have a healthy baby girl." He says holding my hand.
"We are going to have a baby girl?"
"Yes baby you are both ok. Now rest."
"But what happened to me."
"Let's let the doctors explain ok.
In he walks,"hello I'm Doctor McGarrett. How are you feeling?"
"Ok what happened."
"Well your blood pressure dropped really low which caused you to pass out. Now the reason why you stopped breathing is because you have a small mass pressing on your heart." I start to cry. "Don't freak out we can fix it and remove but we needed tour consent since you are pregnant."
"Why will it hurt the baby?"
"No we just don't want to do the surgery this late in pregnancy unless the mother consents. It's and in and out procedure. And things like this can be avoided. Now if you don't do the surgery you will have to stay in hospital till you deliver and we do surgery after your baby is born."
"Can i have a few minutes please?"
"Take your time call when you need me."
I'm crying again not know what to do.
"Jamie what do I do I'm scared?"
"Do it I can't loose you or the baby."
"Will you stay with me?"
"What kind of question is that? I am never leaving you I have been by your side all week."
"Wait how long have i been here?"
"5 days baby. The scariest 5 days of my life."
"Call the doctor back in and we will get this over with."
The doctor comes in and I tell him I have decided to do the surgery. So they scheduled my surgery for first this in the morning. They said that I'll have to stay in the hospital for another week to recover the I can go home. I just want this over with so I can get better so I can have this baby.

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