¬Moments¬ [NamJin]

15~

Jin didn't end up sleeping that night. He just thought to himself, a bunch of different things came to his mind that he'd never allow himself to say out loud. He also ended up eating the twix bar without feeling guilt afterwards, he found it so difficult to eat and yet he accepted Namjoon's concern. It was just. . . less pressure with him. Jin appreciated it a lot.

Jin watched the sun rise at 5am, it was summer so there were longer days which made Jin happy. Night wasn't a fun place, not for him. It was just nightmares and bad thoughts and - silence. Jin found that silence can be the loudest thing, louder than the sound of his mother shouting at him, louder than the neighbours when they decide to party.  Silence screamed at Jin in a far scarier tone than his mother did.

After around 6am, the boy decided to take a walk outside. It was a nice day and sometimes the outside made Jin calmer. He walked past some trees that had markings on them with certain initials on different areas of bark, Jin didn't see the point in doing these things in case you break up with the person on the tree but he shrugged it off and continued walking.

Suddenly, Jin started feeling dizzy and cursed to himself. He felt weak, had a headache and needed to sit down otherwise-

And then, as predicted, Jin collapsed onto the floor.

//yo im sorry for the short unsatisfying chapter with no music idk its late but loOK AT THE COVER THAT ink-memories MADE I HBBFVHIDB I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3//

love u my petite croissants