¬Moments¬ [NamJin]

12~

Jin slept after Namjoon left. He just slept a lot to stop himself from thinking too much.

Jin was alone in the middle of a meadow, it was beautiful. There was mostly grass, but he managed to find a dead dandelion by itself, swaying in the subtle breeze. The boy watched it for a while, taking in the sight before picking it out of the grass. The view was unbelievably beautiful for Jin, he'd never seen something like this but he wanted to stay forever.

His family wasn't there,

His bullies weren't there.

It was all great.

Jin smiled as he watched the parts of the dandelion disintegrate into the grass. He turned around and saw Namjoon watching him, he had no real expression on his face, he was just... there. Jin slowly walked towards him until Namjoon started walking away. Everything suddenly started changing.

The once beautiful blue sky turned pitch black, the ground beneath Jin turned red, and he could no longer see Namjoon. He tried screaming out, but his voice wasn't there. His mouth was working hard for the words to come out, but they stayed inside him. He couldn't run, in fact, he couldn't even move. It was like weights were preventing him from going anywhere.

Like there was no escape.

He gradually started hearing voices, cold, mean voices. 

"You're disgusting."

"You're fat."

"Clear up some space, kill yourself."

"Kill yourself!"

"Nobody wants you here."

Jin broke down into a ball and tried to scream over the voices, but they got louder. He wanted the meadow back, he wanted the dandelion back, he wanted Namjoon back.

H E   D O E S N ' T   W A N T  Y O U .

Jin rocked back and forth and screamed until his throat was raw, tears ran down his cheeks as the voices carried on. It seemed as though they were chanting.

"Nobody likes you,

Nobody wants you,

Nobody wants you."

//Boo I have a cold *sniffle* Sorry for the crappy filler yo, Ily guys :3//