What Harry had Done- Book 1

Chapter 6

"I like it better if you go G to Em then C2," Niall discussed with Ell as they were writing their next song.

"Hear me out, G, C2, E minor, D, G," Ell played on the guitar to show she still held the power.

"Yeah, that one is better," Niall gave in, "Wait, how will we fit all of the chords?"

"Divide them in the strum," Ell demonstrated.  

"You're a genius," Niall said as he kissed Ell's hand.

"I know. You tell me every day," Ell smiled.

"Is the song done yet?" Liam asked I pure boredom.

"It is now," Ell exclaimed.

"FINALLY!" Zayn sighed.

"Harry, the song is done," Louis said as he snapped in Harry's face.

Louis was the best snapper around and he could not pull Harry out of his trance. It was as if he was under a spell. He has been this way since this morning. Nothing would cheer him up. All Harry did was wallow in self pity. Ell offered to set him up on a blind date but he never answered. Harry was determined to know if Bessie could be the girl he has been searching for. But what kept him back was that he was scared. He didn't know how to be a dad and to be with Bessie, he had to been one. To her kids. Plural. More than one.

"Harry! Look! Ell is stripping!" Zayn yelled.

Harry did not budge. Usually, the thought of a girl stripping made Harry pay attention. This was serious.

"Hey!" Ell said as she playfully hit Zayn.

"It was worth a shot. Hey! Maybe you should lap dance on Harry!" Zayn quickly thought.

"Yeah, Liam! You should lap dance on Harry!" Niall laughed.

"Shut up," Liam mumbled in embarrassment.

"Don't be crazy. Liam couldn't lap dance if his life depended on it," Ell smiled

"Maybe you should teach him," Louis said as he watched Ell closely.

Ever since Ell left Louis for Niall, he has been bitter ever since. Louis and Ell did sleep together, technically. Louis just found Ell drunk one day and went for it. It was Harry's idea. Little did Louis know, that Ell and Niall were already sleeping with each other. When he found out, he was heart broken.

"Not with you in the room you pervert," Ell said in discuss.

"I won't pay attention if anyone lap dances on me unless it's Bessie," Harry sighed.

"Ugh! Harry! No offence, but you will break Bessie's poor little heart if you two date and I would have to kill you afterwards. Plus, I know you couldn't be a dad to Robert and Lacie," Ell sighed in frustration.

"How do you know that a will brake her heart? Bessie is not the kind of girl you date for a week or two then dump once the sex isn't good anymore. She is that kind of girl that you date for a year or two, get engaged, marry, have kids with, and grow old with. Ell, she is everything but the girls I go for. I don't care that she already has kids and I would have to be a dad to them, I feel like I can be me around her and not some pop star. I barley know enough of her to feel this way, but I want to be with her 24/7. I know I am only 19, but I will do anything to make her happy no matter what the consequence," Harry exclaimed as he became close to running out of the room to find Bessie himself.

"Wow. That was really sexy," Ell said in shock.

Niall quickly cleared his throat loudly and pulled Ell close to him so she could feel his heart beat.

"If you said that to her, she would be crying," Ell gasped.

"I will if you could tell me where she is," Harry gently said. 

"Bessie is going to the park at 4:30 if you really are serious about what you said," Ell whispered as she collected her emotions. 

"That's in 20 minutes," Harry said as he checked his watch, "what park?"

"Here," Ell replied as she wrote down directions on a napkin.

"If Niall wasn't giving me the death stare right now, I would kiss you," Harry chirped as his gloomy appearance turned to joy. 

Harry was almost out the door then abruptly turned around.

"Will her kids be there?" Harry asked.

"Yeah," Ell nodded.

"I don't know how to be a dad," Harry admitted.

"You don't have to be a dad. Just be those kids' friend. If it works out with Bessie, keep that friendship up. But if it doesn't, no false hope for those wonderful kids," Ell explained.

"Thanks," Harry said as he headed back out the door.

"Harry," Ell called after Harry as he was almost out the door, "if you do not live up to your speech and break Bessie's heart, I will break you." 

Harry nodded and rushed out the door. He could finally see Bessie again after those long hours of mopping. Harry prayed that Bessie would not be angry from trying to kiss her. If she was mad, he did not know what to do. Harry needed Bessie. He thought that two simple meetings changed him from the womanizer he was, but only time could tell.