Calling
I call, asking for a body,
A someone I can trust.
I call, no one answers.
They hung up the phone.
I scream to be thought of,
Crying, lying, lashing out and falling,
Anything to gain attention.
My heart has a security system,
One that will never change.
Sadly, I gave you the code, telling you it was fake.
The sparkle in your eyes told me,
You knew the truth.
In my mind, I begged for you to attempt,
To see if it would work.
I pleaded some more, but you didn't hear,
You decided to believe what was easiest.
There was no key to my heart's lock,
And you hadn't been given the code.
I understand your thoughts.
Who wants to repair a broken heart?
Who cares enough to try the code?
No one. I give you no blame.
I give you my sadness.
I wish the one that caused this torment,
The source of my depression,
Would come back and show me how he cared.
He's the one I love.
He knew the code to my heart's lock long before I ever had one.
There's something simply depressing, how I trust you with my life,
Yet you're the one that ruined it, and made me all alone.
- Rose Pond
