Clinging On
You destroyed me, turned my world upside down,
Making me want to drown.
I want to be with you, or be not at all,
The pain, my love, is far too great,
To live another day.
If you see me now, you'll glimpse in disgust,
Thinking, "Thank god she's gone."
Nice to know I meant so much.
I keep swimming, through oceans of my tears,
And wonder, was it ever worth it?
That happiness I shortly held is nothing compared to this pain I bear.
Should I move on?
Can I move on?
How do I move on?
Do I... even want to move on?
No, I don't. I never will.
Nothing but you is my mind's fill.
My grades are collapsing, along with my heart,
Please, tell me, why are we still apart?
Made for each other, yet you never noticed,
Forever alone was your status,
Brought to you, I surrendered,
Now you hold your victory.
~ Rose Pond
