Have You Ever?
Have you ever fallen so deep,
That there's no longer an end or a beginning?
All that's left is your present, with you trying to push through it.
To get to your future.
Love can kill.
It killed my joy.
It killed my smile.
It killed my thoughts.
It killed my heart.
Have you ever wanted to rewind time itself, so as to enjoy only a few moments of happiness?
Have you ever just wanted to walk out into the rain, and stand there, waiting for the sky's tears to drown you?
The sky understands your pain,
So it weeps with you.
Have you ever just wanted to roll into a ball, smaller and smaller,
Until your existence itself becomes... nothing?
All this... Is because of you.
The lies that were once words weave through tunnels in your mind.
The memory of that one false truth,
"I love you."
Haunts you.
What could you have done to change a person's feelings?
Their very essence?
You really couldn't do anything.
Once again, you're helpless,
Helplessly breaking.
~ Rose Pond
