My chest feels heavy I can't breathe,
Every breath I try to take is filled with water,
It is so dark I can't see,I start struggling to reach the surface yet I don't know
Which way is up and which way is down,
I am scared, I am panicking,
I'm going drown I can feel myself grow weaker
I can't fight anymore, I don't know why
I thought I had the right to
I am useless, all I do is bring destruction
To everyone I care about,WHY???
They might not say it but I know,
I know that I can't make anyone happy,
It seems like instead I take away
Their happiness,
All I do is cause pain, I watch as the pain in
Their eye, their heart start running
Down their cheeks,
All because of words I said, or because I love them
It never fails I love with all my heart
Yet all they feel is pain,
WHY just WHY!!!!
As soon as I decided to give up a pair of hands
Pulls me to the surface,Once I could breathe I looked around to find
Who saved me but all I seenWas a figure in the distant so I walked in that direction
As I walked it didn't seem like I was getting closerSo I continue then I seen a flash from the right side, then one from the left,
I felt like I was being chased so I started running,
And from each side of me I seen images of a different girl
Now I'm scared, I am running faster,I look up after falling to see mirrors and the reflection of me and my life,
I sit there crying seeing how I was beaten,
Just wanting the one who gave me life
To love me,
I cried watching the horrors of my life before this point,
And the ones I block out because they are far way worse then my horror story lifeI don't want to remember, to feel like that ever again! And then I realized that no one else is here that I am all alone
Once again saving myself!
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Live, Love, Lost, And Death
PoésieI'm still pretty new to sharing my stories with everyone they have always been private. So let me know what your thoughts are. This book will be nothing but poetry I hope you enjoy!!! It is completed🌹