Live, Love, Lost, And Death

Dead Amongst the Living!

You were my everything,
And now you are gone,
Once I lost you
It seems that everyone took that as their que to
Leave as well.

When I lost you my world became my own personal hell.
I lost my way, I don't care about anything anymore.
Why did he have to take you and them away?
This world is so cold, so cruel that
It is destroying me little by little.

Once I find love this world takes her away.
This hateful place has taken so much from me
It has taken family members after family members,
And laughed in my face,
Telling me you can't do anything to stop me.
It say you are weak, useless, and your are nothing, you or anyone can not
Stand against me I will take what I want
And there is nothing you can do.

I don't have the strength to lose anyone anymore.
No matter how hard I fight
Not to lose anyone, I lose the battle and someone
I hold close to my heart.

It has killed something inside of me,
To watch my love ones leave
And no matter how hard I try they still leave,
Something has snapped
I feel empty, emotionless, I feel like a shell.
That life and death took everything
That was inside and said now
Live without everything that's makes you, you.

How do I keep on living, how do I fight,
How?
When everything that I was living and fight for was still taken.
What's the point anymore?

When I lost you I lost myself!

R.I.P Rose Fuhrmann, Me-Maw, Marlene Fiest, Uncle Dennis,
Great grandpa, and to Kadien, and Jadien Munsterman know that no
Matter what Auntie Beth loves you!🌹

I'm sorry for the wait everyone I am just trying to get my mind and emotions in the right place
To write!🌹