Live, Love, Lost, And Death

Shattered

Feeling your heart shatter is the worst pain.
Hard to breathe, mind going from 0 to 100 in a million different directions.
Every moment, and every movement is nothing but pain.

It feels as if death has touched you, yet denied you,
You're alive but at the same time you're dead.

What happened? What did I do so wrong?
I gave you my love, I didn't have much but I gave you everything I had,
I fought for you.
Why did this have to happen I was willing to give you everything you wanted,
Yet you killed me by words, and actions.

I sit and think I'm no good, I'm worthless, pathetic and no wonder you left.
But that is what the voices tell me,
It's hard to fight them back, to ignore them when
depression has taken over.

Memories destroys my mind,
Thoughts has its own voices that tears the soul down,
And a shattered heart that you crushed with your hands that
I carefully placed my heart in, giving it to you,
Saying it is now yours take care of it for that is all I have, that is all I am, yet you
squeezed it shattering it and the life it once belonged to died.
You watched as the sun, the light all faded away into darkness, into oblivion,
You watch as you destroyed the happiness,
Killing the one you said that you loved.

Did you ever love, truly love because I did I truly love you,
I love you with every shattered pieces of my heart,
This love I have for you will never
Fade!!