Sad Poems about long distance, life, and other shit

Baby

Baby
I love you
I have a hard time saying it
Because I'm scared to admit it's true

Baby I care so much about you though
It's just hard for me to express
But remember I always do
I really hope I don't accidentally suppress

None of its fake
And I care about you so much
my hearts aches for you right now
I miss you holding me in your clutch

But I'm confused
And I need time
There are so many things going through my head
Playing in rewind

I really wanna do this
I'm just scared
Do we really wanna risk it
All the memories we shared

Hon I have a hard time to decide what I feel
My feelings about you are all over
Because it's hard taking you out of being a friend
My feelings are hard to keep sober

There's just so many emotions
I really try not to cry
Because I miss you
You're such a great guy

I'm sorry that I worry too
I'm a lot to take in
And I feel bad that you put up dealing with me
I can't help but grin

You're so sweet
I just gotta control my doubt
I don't know why I have them though
I trust you though I can't help but pout

I don't know
I do
But I'm hard at trusting people
The exceptions you

I just want you to know
I'm trying to keep me steady
I still don't know
I may not be ready

Long distance is hard
But I'm gonna go with my gut
Which tells me I got this
And that you'll be there no matter what

You always know what to do
You easily cheer me up
And I feel so happy
Then I act like a little kid trying to balance a cup

Really clumsy
But cute
All these things that we seem to have gone through
And it's grown a huge root

We've really connected
And I'm proud
I can't help but smile
You love me back and encourage me being loud