Sad Poems about long distance, life, and other shit

I cant stand it!

I'm getting sick
I'm slowly dying
And no one does anything about it
The doctors think I'm lying

They think I'm bulimic
Trust me I'm not
It's driving me crazy
People can't just assume what they thought

It's a false accusation
That makes me mad
I can't do it anymore
Then there's my paranoid dad

Why is this happening
Can something happened for good
There's all family drama
And my health is being misunderstood

I have a voice
Listen to it
You don't know what I'm feeling
It ain't affecting you on the inside one bit

Don't play games
You don't give a shit
You're letting me rot
I can hardly sit

When I find my voice
I'll show you
You'll understand
I'll be the person you have to go to

I'll guide you
I'm your light
I'm the one
Literally holding you're hand at night

And I don't deserve it
I want respect
What is this
It's like you want me to eject

What is wrong with you
Who do you think you are
I'm done being stepped on
I don't need another scar

I can't take it
I've been shattered like glass
What do you think
That I purposely try not to pay attention in class

I do
I try hard
I honestly thought
That I could make it without having to be dealing with ward

I'm sorry
It happens a lot
And it's cause nobody listens
Do I really have to start

I could complain for hours
I really can
You have no idea
I'm holding on by the last strand