I feel betrayed
Well that's not the word
I wish I could avoid my problems
I'd fly away like a birdI feel apprehensive
Not a good vibe
I just feel so weird
Then I have to try and fit in with the tribeBut it's impossible
At least this time
These feelings are so strong
It actually is a crimeAll I'm thinking
Is of my best friend Jay
The tension between us
And here I stayBut our relationship
Do I see him as more
I really don't know
All the memories we had are still in storeBut they're fading
I don't remember as much
And I don't wanna take it there
I don't wanna touchHe's too good
Too good to be true
How did I end up with him
Now I'm blueI feel bad
He loves me
And I don't know if I love him back
Why can't I seeWhy don't I feel
I wanna feel the same way
I feel guilty
I'm leading him on everydayBut do I
Do I really like him
Or is it infatuation
It's got me on the rimHe treats me right
But I can't lie
I don't know my feelings anymore
And he's such a great guyNo stop
What am I talking about
He's the best
He's my scoutI'm talking crazy
What's wrong
What has happened to me
Stay strongGod I'm so confused
I don't know
I feel unfaithful
It's like I'm taking a blowEither way
I won't win
I can't
I feel like this is all a sinThen I got him of trouble
And of course
Of course I did
I wanna ride away on my houseI'd just run
Run away really far
I wouldn't stop once
Then I'd speed away in a car
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Sad Poems about long distance, life, and other shit
PuisiIdk exactly what to say except these are poems that I've wrote throughout the years to help ease my stress over things. Life gets tough and sometimes you're at the point where you just gotta take it and kneel. A lot of the poems have meaning to them...