Betrayal

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I feel betrayed
Well that's not the word
I wish I could avoid my problems
I'd fly away like a bird

I feel apprehensive
Not a good vibe
I just feel so weird
Then I have to try and fit in with the tribe

But it's impossible
At least this time
These feelings are so strong
It actually is a crime

All I'm thinking
Is of my best friend Jay
The tension between us
And here I stay

But our relationship
Do I see him as more
I really don't know
All the memories we had are still in store

But they're fading
I don't remember as much
And I don't wanna take it there
I don't wanna touch

He's too good
Too good to be true
How did I end up with him
Now I'm blue

I feel bad
He loves me
And I don't know if I love him back
Why can't I see

Why don't I feel
I wanna feel the same way
I feel guilty
I'm leading him on everyday

But do I
Do I really like him
Or is it infatuation
It's got me on the rim

He treats me right
But I can't lie
I don't know my feelings anymore
And he's such a great guy

No stop
What am I talking about
He's the best
He's my scout

I'm talking crazy
What's wrong
What has happened to me
Stay strong

God I'm so confused
I don't know
I feel unfaithful
It's like I'm taking a blow

Either way
I won't win
I can't
I feel like this is all a sin

Then I got him of trouble
And of course
Of course I did
I wanna ride away on my house

I'd just run
Run away really far
I wouldn't stop once
Then I'd speed away in a car

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