Sad Poems about long distance, life, and other shit

Stress

I don't know what to say
Or what to feel
While with my family
I decide whether or not to bail

It's hard
All this stress
It's laid on me
I'm wearing it as dress

I have to always decide
How do I want to move on
What do I want in life
Sometimes I wish I could wave a magic wand

What if it would just disappear
All of it
Just fade away
And then it wouldn't affect me one bit

I'd be lifted
Floating in the sky
I'd be like a bird
And away I would fly

But they're gonna stay
You think they're dead
But you still live with the memories
The feelings keep getting ahead

They form
They don't leave
It's all the conflicts
You were left to weave

And it hurts
Hurts because you still care
You can't shake it away
It's always gonna be there

It lays into your heart
And it's part of you
It makes you the way you are today
But leaves you to control the way you stew

That's the Beauty of it
It's a different side
That's in your hands
And your actions won't hide

They don't go unnoticed
It's seen
Someone is watching
And it's very keen