Truth be told

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Alright here it goes
I don't feel the same
Boy you've always been my nakama
For leading you on I'm the blame

I'm sorry
I hope you're not hurt
I just can't put up with the dirty work
Taking a picture without my shirt

What happened to the old you
The one who wouldn't peek
And treated me great making sure I was comfortable
Now the mood is bleak

Boy never in a million years
would actually have I thought I'd have this feeling
I was uncomfortable with you
I would always now lie to you and look at the ceiling

I didn't wanna tell you
I didn't want you to know
I didn't want you to blow
I should've told you though

I just didn't know how
My stomach would turn
And the thought of you made me uneasy
Deep down it was something you began to learn

The relationship
It's been falling apart
And when we fault you thought you were the reason why
You weren't it was me who just had a rough start

It's all my fault
I wasn't ready
I just couldn't do it
I thought you rushed as we went steady

I just didn't want to do it
All that stuff
And I got uncomfortable
Sorry to make you angrily huff

You probably feel used
I didn't mean it like that
But I shouldn't have gone to deep
I feel like a brat

I love you
No what am I saying
I doubt even you know
Each time I'm repaying

It's coming back
The us before
That's when i discovered happiness
Now I just want to slam you in the head on the door

Are you stupid
You knew me the most
Out of all people
But that old you is a ghost

I just can't do it
We really are to deep
And you aren't there when I really need you
Great I'm holding back from trying to weep

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