Welcome to my life

Chapter 3

Chapter 3: You'll understand

I walked into my first period and was greeted by the same group of assholes that had laughed at me in the hall less than 10 minutes ago. I kept my head down as I headed to my normal seat in the back of the room. When I got there, I buried my head in my arms so I could have a few precious moments to myself.

The bell rang all too soon rang and a familiar voice began to speak next to me. "I decided I should sit next to you today since I figured you would embarrass yourself somehow and I couldn't miss that."

Of course Jake had to sit next to me, as if the scene in the hall hadn't been enough torture. I glared at him before turning my attention to the front of the room as the teacher, Mrs. Burkheart, started her morning lecture.

Jake leans over, his voice low enough so only I could hear. "Oh and by the way, you're going to do my homework today unless..."he pauses and smirks, "you want the whole school to find out our little secret."

My body tenses as I hear the word "secret". "Whatever," I mumble, "now layoff."

A year ago, when I was 15, I was invited to a party at Jake Ryder's house. His parents were out of town for the weekend and he wanted to throw a big bash. Normally this wasn't my scene, but it beat staying home with my dad and I decided it might be fun to go. Jake and I weren't close friends but he was really cute and I wanted the chance to get to know him better.

At the party, I had been drinking some beer when Jake pulled me aside and said that he wanted to show me something. He grabbed my hand and led me up a flight of stairs. At the top of the stairs he opened a door. I looked around but couldn't see much as the only light in the room was the moonlight streaming in through the window. I groped for a light switch but suddenly my hand was smacked away and I was being thrown onto a bed. This was obviously his room.

Jake climbed on top of me with his shirt already off and began smashing his lips to mine.

"Jake! Stop! What are you doing?" I said between the rough kisses.

He didn't stop. I tried numerous times to push him off, but he was heavier and way stronger than me. Before I knew it, he had my pants around my ankles effectively tying my legs and my shirt around my arms and neck. I was almost naked and completely defenseless.

"Don't worry, sweetie. It won't hurt...too much." He grinned evilly before shoving himself into me. The pain was unlike anything I'd ever felt before. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth with his hand. All I could do was lay there, crying and praying for it all to end, as I lost my virginity to this monster. I didn't want anyone to know what was happening to me, EVER!

When it was finally over, I could barely walk. It hurt to even breathe much less move but before I could get off the bed, he grabbed my arm and said " If I ever want anything or need you to do something for me, you will do it or I will tell everyone that you are a slut and begged me to fuck you. And if you ever tell anyone about this, you'll be sorry. Remember, I'm the quarterback of the football team and you're just a nobody, who are they gonna believe."

The hot tears came back as I ran from the room then out of the house into the pouring rain. When I got home, I was soaked. I unlocked the front door, praying my dad was already asleep and I could sneak into my room. I was in luck my dad was passed out on the couch with a can of beer in his hand, most of which had spilled onto his shirt. At least everything here was the same as when I left.