cry baby // tysh

SEVEN

"whatever," tyler rolled his eyes. josh hugged tyler close to him and sighed.

"i'm sorry i tried to hurt you," josh whispered into tyler's ear. tyler just nodded and hugged josh harder. tyler wasn't going to tell josh it was ok because it wasn't. josh tried to do everything he could to hurt tyler and it did hurt him. he might not be able to forgive josh immediately for all the emotional damage but he could at least move on from it for now.

"so what do you want to do" josh asked after his hug. "i did have plans with jenna but guess those are all cancelled now."

"um, we could talk in my mom's garden. the curb isn't very comfortable," tyler suggested with a smile. josh nodded in response as tyler grabbed his hand and led him to his backyard. the two happy boys walked into the lush, green garden and sat down on a bench up against the greenhouse.

"oh, it looks like my mom's been planting things," tyler observed after noticing parts of the ground were freshly dug up. "anyway," tyler smiled at josh.

"what do you want to talk about," josh asked, playing with his thumbs.

"um, i don't know," tyler replied awkwardly. after a moment of silence, tyler said, "we could make out some more."

"yeah, okay," josh agreed. tyler immediately straddled josh and began kissing him softly until josh gripped the boy's hips and kissed him harder. tyler leaned back to take a breath as josh moved his mouth down to tylers neck and sucked harshly, causing tyler to moan.

"ohmygod! tyler," tyler's mom shrieked. tyler scrambled off of josh and cleared his throat.

"hi, mom," the nervous boy's voice spoke shakily.

"i, um," his mother began in a confused tone. "i guess i'm just going to go," she muttered before stumbling back into the house. tyler leaned back on the bench and let out a deep breath.

"i am so sorry," tyler apologized.

"it's fine," josh laughed. "we can do other things i guess."

"like what? talk? not to be rude, but that's a little bit boring," tyler frowned. josh quickly turned and began digging in his pocket before pulling out a bright orange prescription bottle.

"we could always take some of these," he smiled, shaking the bottle a little.

"what even is that," tyler asked nervously.

"um, i don't know," josh bit his lip, trying to read the label. "well the label is scratched up so i'm not too sure what it is but it feels great."

"ok yeah, um no, we aren't going to do drugs, don't be fucking dumb, that shit is stupid," tyler replied quickly, trying to keep his cool. tyler had never encountered any other drug besides weed and that stuff wasn't even that bad. these pills could do anything to tyler and he didn't like that.

"come on, it's not bad, well maybe, but not compared to the other things i've tried," josh urged.

"other things," tyler choked out in shock.

"yeah, i've tried it all, cocaine, heroine, pills, acid, molly. i know a guy if you ever want anything," josh explained calmly.