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Vocalize by Deltana- fma

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/3409039/1/Vocalize

Summary:
With a lacking family life and a new arrival in town Edward finds himself daring for someone to believe in again. RoyEd

Review:
This is a well written story. It kinda has past Edvy. Envy kinda rapes Ed and Ed starts to become a bad boy. Down the road, Ed's mom died. Ed's father blames him and starts beating him. Roy comes into town and turns out everything is connected.

KINDA SPOILERS I GUESS?
So Ed's dad (von Hohenheim) has a kid (Envy) with a girl in high school. Leaves girl when he found out she was pregnant. Finds Envy on street. Cleans him up and puts him in his last year of high school. Envy sees Ed and find out about Hohenheim's other family. Plans revenge. Rapes Ed, tells Hohenheim about rape, Hohenheim tells him to stay away from Ed. Then Envy hits Hohenheim on the head in the spot to mess with his memories. Effects don't show for a few weeks. Envy gets Ed to help him rob a store. Envy tips off cops.Ed's mom comes looking for him, meanwhile Hohenheim is at Doctor for recurring headaches. Cop (turns out to be Roy) accidentally fires gun, bullet shot at Ed, but his mom jumps in front to protect him. Envy runs from crime. Hohenheim sees Ed with his wife's head in his lap and a gun next to him and thinks Ed is Envy and starts to hate and abuse him. Every night after Hohenheim believes he has hurt Envy, he goes to the doctor about his headache, never knowing that he hurt Ed. One day Hohenheim damages Ed's vocal cords, so Ed can't talk for the most part. Roy comes back into town and takes over the local store. Ed and Roy get to know each other a little bit. We find out that Roy felt so bad about killing an innocent woman (Ed's mom) that he left the police force and left town. Ed finds out and forgives him. Roy kisses Ed, Hohenheim beats Ed and he ends up in the hospital, Envy returns and kidnaps Ed. He rapes Ed again, Ed ends up killing him. Then we find out about all these connections. Ed wakes up in the hospital. Mustang knows a doctor (Tim Marco) who can fix Ed's vocal cords. Ed moves out from Hohenheim's house and lives with Roy. Roy joins the police again and Ed takes over the store with Al. When Roy tries to take things a little farther with Ed, Ed always freaks out. Roy finally finds out about the rape and promises not to initiate anything, and will only do any thing if Ed is okay with it.

There's no explicit scenes with the rape or anything. The only warnings are maybe a little suicidal thoughts, violence, and language.