BTS Preferences

3. Smoking

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Jin: You were in the house alone so you decided that this was the time to have a cigarette, now that Jin was not home. He told you he was going to the grocery shop to buy stuff for dinner. As you lit your cigarette and inhaled the smoke you felt like you were in another world. You always thought cigs calmed you down for some reason. Soon enough Jin came home and he stopped right at the door when he saw you in the balcony smoking. He dropped all the groceries and you turned around at the sound. You got up quickly and threw it away and murmured "Jin, you're home" "Yes, I'm home. What were you doing?! Are you trying to destroy your lungs?" He was near to tears and you couldn't help it but feel bad. "Hun, I'm sorry I'm not gonna do it in front of you if you don't like it." "You are all I have; you can't destroy yourself like this. I love you, I don't want you to smoke" He hung his head as he cried silently. You started crying as well and hugged him. "I'm sorry. I love you too. I'll try to stop it, okay?" you said kissing his head.

Rap Monster: You just woke up from your nap only to smell smoke in the house. You quickly run downstairs to see if you left any food in the oven but when you saw that it was off you wondered where the smoke was coming from. You followed the smell and it led you to Namjoon's office. You opened the door slightly and what you saw next shocked you. Namjoon was smoking and typing on his computer. He looked up at you and widened his eyes and put out his cig. You asked "Baby, why are you smoking?" He got up from his position and approached you but you took a step back. Hurt was evident in his eyes and you repeated your words. He sighed and closed his eyes. "I- I'm-... Work is so stressing and I have to write new songs until next month and I can't seem to stop so I smoke to relieve some of my stress. I'm sorry jagi-" you shushed him with your fingers and replied "Why didn't you tell me anything? I could have helped you with your stress.. Come on, let's go upstairs and take a shower." He followed you without talking, ashamed with his actions.

J-Hope: You and Hoseok just started dating and you decided to go to a club with the boys. Once you arrived there you went inside and met the others. Time flew by and you decided to have a smoke so you went outside. Hoseok didn't see you going out so after a few minutes he freaked out and asked everybody where you went. V answered that he saw you going out with your clutch. When he said that, Hobi run outside just to see you back against the wall having a cigarette. He slowly approached you and you locked eyes. "Hey" you said. "Hi" he replied. An awkward silence filled you two when he decided to speak. "(Y/N) why didn't you tell me that you smoke? I thought you left me in the club and I couldn't find you" he said worriedly. You smiled at his protectiveness "Hobi I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I just didn't know how. I thought you wouldn't want to date me if you found out that I'm smoking." You looked at the ground and got rid of the cig. "Darling, there's no way I'd dump you even if I knew it from the start. I just think that it's bad for your health and you shouldn't smoke. At least try. For me?" He gave you his aegyo and you promised to stop smoking.

Suga: You came home from work exhausted. You called Yoongi but for some reason he didn't reply. "Weird, his keys are on the wall holder" you thought to yourself. Suddenly you smelled something. An awful odour. It was coming from the back yard so you went outside to investigate. You saw Yoongi sitting on the couch outside with a cigarette in his hand, crying. His phone was on and on Twitter so you immediately understood what was happening. "Sweetie, why are you crying?" He looked up at you startled and began brushing his tears from his cheeks. "W-what are you saying? I'm not c-crying." He stuttered. You frowned and sat next to him. "Then why are your eyes red and you're smoking?" you replied and took the fag out of his hand. You extinguished it and waiting for his answer. He sighed, not daring to look into your eyes. Looking at the ground he said "Everyone hates me. The boys, the fans. Hell, you probably hate me as well and I wouldn't blame you." You gasped, not believing his words. You made him look at you in the eyes and you slowly told him "Nobody hates you. Stop thinking negatively. What some people say about you is none of your business, it's their problem. Stop worrying about hate because at the end of the day it's just teenagers writing bad words behind a screen. And as for smoking, I'm not mad at you just disappointed that you decided to smoke instead of opening up to me and telling me your problem. You know I'm here for you, right?" you responded. "Yeah I know" he sniffed and half-smiled. "Come on, let's go boost your confidence with some movies and hot chocolate." You smiled at him and reached for his hand.

Jimin: Your friends decided to take you to the park for a walk since you were home alone. What you didn't know was that Jimin and the others were going to be there for a photo shoot. You sat down on the grass with your friends talking and laughing when you saw all of your friends taking their cigar boxes out so you obviously had to smoke one as well. You took your box of cigars out of your bag and lit it, unaware that Jimin was watching you.

*His POV*

As I finished my turn with the photo shoot, I looked around the park and my eyes spot (Y/N) laughing with, what I suppose, her friends. She took out a box of cigarettes and started smoking leaving me astonished at even the thought of her smoking.

[Texts]

J: Hey (Y/N) I need to talk to you. Please meet me at the park kiosk in 2 minutes.

Y: Okay..

When she arrived she looked as pale as a ghost. "Hey, what's up? What are you doing here?" she asked. "We have a photo shoot today, remember?" "Uhm yeah, now I do. What did you want to talk to me about?" "Cut the crap (Y/N) I saw you smoking." I said, my lips just a thin line. "Uhh okay... Look Jimin I didn't mean to begin smoking, I promise you. It's just that... These friends I hang out with smoke as well and honestly I did it so they wouldn't kick me out of the crew. I hate doing it, really." She sighed and looked down. I sighed as well. "Okay, well you are going to go there and tell them that you don't like smoking and you're going to stop seeing them since they force you into doing things you are not comfortable doing." She thought about it and then got up and went to the group of friends she was hanging out with and spoke to them for 5 minutes until one of them started yelling. "IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE IT THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU COME WITH US?!" "I don't have to hear you yelling at me, so bye bitches." My (Y/N) flashed her middle finger at them and run towards me and into my arms. "I'm so proud of you for sticking up for yourself (Y/N) pabo" I said and kissed her lips.

Taehyung:

*His POV*

Walking out of the school and seeing the crew with all the bad kids smoking and especially one girl you like since freshman year, sucks like hell. I stared at (Y/N) for a while until she felt that someone creepy was watching her and turned her head around towards my direction and looked at me straight in the eyes. Oh, her beautiful eyes. As I daydreamed, I felt Hoseok pushing my arm. "What? Why are you pushing me hyung?" "Look, (Y/N) is coming your way" he whispered at me. Widening my eyes I turned my head to look at her coming closer to me.

"Hey, I saw you staring me back there. Wanna explain why?" she demanded. Me, being the fool I am, didn't have any answer so she just groaned and turned around to leave. I caught her off guard when I said "You're too pretty to smoke, why are you doing this to yourself?" She turned around slowly, came closer to me until our noses touched and whispered "Fuck off kid". Then she left without another word, leaving me there dumbfounded.

Jungkook: Getting out of a relationship sucks enough but getting away from a boyfriend who smokes is worse. When you dated your ex, he smoked everywhere. At the start you hated it but after it became an everyday thing. So, just like that you began smoking too. After breaking up with him you continued smoking and when Jungkook asked you to be his girl he didn't know that you smoked.

One day he came home early and found you outside talking on the phone with one of your friends and holding a roll-up. He pursed his lips and waited for you to finish your phone call and when you did you were surprised when you found out he came home early.

"(Y/N) since when did you start smoking?" he asked you with shaded eyes. "Uhm, since my ex taught me to" With those words he grabbed your arms and looked you straight in the eyes. "You know how much I hate smoking, how I hate it when my dad smokes in front of me and now you're telling me that you're smoking as well?!" he screamed. Your eyes filled with tears since it was the first time he yelled at you but he was right. "Kookie, I know that whatever you say is right but I just can't seem to stop it. It became a part of me since my ex smoked in front of me and now it's, like, impossible to get away from it! I meant to tell you but I knew that you'd probably hate me for it." you sobbed. He let go of your arms and hugged you instead. "I'm sorry for yelling baby; I just don't want you to smoke. It hurts knowing that your hurting yourself, no matter how you do it. You are destroying your health with it and it's the worst. I don't hate you, not a bit." he frowned. You looked up at him and cupped his cheeks, "I'll try to stop. Only for you, alright? Only for you"

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~Published 21/06/16~