So instead of talking about how much I hate myself and want to die. Let's ask ourselves something. What is love? I feel that love has a lot of different meanings for people. And that there are 3 different kinds of love. There's the love you have for someone you're very close with like a family member or your best friend. Then there's the love you have for food but I won't get into that. But there's one very special kind. Reserved for one special person. You're in love with them. Now there's a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. I love spookyjoseph with all my heart. But I am not in love with him like I am with the girl I'm going to talk about in a second. Jo brings a lot into my life and I'm so thankful for them. They are like a brother to me. But there's this girl who I've been with for a little over two months now. I know it's only been a short time. But I am in love with this girl I really am. She has brought so much light into my life. She makes me feel more confident. I've seen things in my body and soul that nobody else has made me see and it's all because of her. The problems I have are all still there. But she keeps them at bay and when they come out she fights them away. She does everything she can to keep me safe from my inner demons. I've done things with this girl I've never done with anybody else. She makes me so happy and I want to do everything in my power to make her feel the same way. I hope everyone can find their special person. I know at this point in life she's mine.
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De TodoThese are just some things I wrote down to kinda describe how I'm feeling at times. Some of it is a little dark and I apologize ahead of time of I upset anybody.
