Sometimes I sit there on Facebook Messenger and just see who's online. Not because I want to talk to someone. Just because I want to see who's active. It's crazy to think that someday that little green ball is never going to show up again. Someday that person will never be online again. I wish my green ball would stay away. I know this sounds bad. But I wish that if I took my life it wouldn't hurt anybody. I wish that I didn't have to worry about hurting people I love. I just want to be selfish for once in my life. But I can't be, that's just not me.
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Messy Thoughts
AléatoireThese are just some things I wrote down to kinda describe how I'm feeling at times. Some of it is a little dark and I apologize ahead of time of I upset anybody.
