Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 3

After we explained to Harry everything he said he had to leave but he wanted to meet again to spent time with us. He said that this might help him get his memories back. Doctors said that his memories might never come back all, only some moments. The last 4 years he remembered some things from the past but nothing that had to do with us. Only from when he was little. It hurts to know that he might never remember everything we got through together but I'm not gonna give up. I'll try to built new memories. I want that more than anything and I hope he someday wants it too.

Right now I'm in my home, in my room and looking at my old diary. It's not a real diary, mostly a book I used to right some songs, that's how I expresed my feelings, by singing. I had write a song for him when we were together and one after he died..well when I thought he died at least. After that I never touched it again. He knew about the song I wrote to him, he had write one about me too. Actually that's how he said to me how he felt. The day he shed the coffee in me we sat and talked for hours and found each others company..intresting. We became friends and he met me to his best friends and from that day I and Selena became best friends with them as well. One day when we all were at my home he sang a song to me with the boys. He knew everything about Adam but still, he didn't care.

~Flashback~

We are all at my house, sitting in the couch and laughing at Louis and Liam who fighting because Liam things Louis speaks too loud. Isn't it funny? They are like 10 years old kids and that's what I like the most. They take nothing serious, they just living the moment. Suddenly Harry got up and spoke.

"Okay, okay a moment of seriousness please." Harry tried to say in between his laughter. We all looked at each other and then start laughing again.

"That was good one Harold." Louis said while laughing.

"I'm serious." He said in his serious tone and we all stop laughing. He gave Louis a look. Louis was confused for a little but then it seems he got the message.

"Oh yeah." Louis said.

"So..uhm..." Harry seemed nervous. I wonder what it was that he wanted to say.

"Get over with it Styles." Louis said bored.

"I'm trying." Harry answered.

"Well..we are friends for 3 months now and.." He paused. He took a deep breathe and spoke again this time more serious and..confident. "I have never met someone like you Taylor." He said and I looked at him with my eyes wide open. What's happening? "I remember 3 months ago when I shed my coffee all over your dress and how embarrassment I was but then I looked at you and thought "She is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen" and then we start talking and hanging out and we became friends and I found myself enjoying your company and waiting till I see you again."

"Harry, what's happening..I don't.."

"Just hear what I have to say please." He pleaded and I nodded.

"As you can see I'm not very good with words..so I wrote a song for you." He said and then looked at the boys who are getting up and going next to him

"Just hear very clear the lyrics and then say whatever you want. Okay?"

"O-okay." I said. They took some quitars that were behind them and start singing.

Tell me you believe in love
It's not an illusion

Liam started singing and I tried to focus on the lyrics.

I been thinking 'bout the nights
And the dangerous tricks
People play on the eyes of the innocent
I could turn a lot of hearts
Into breaks with smoke and
Mirrors disappearing
Right in front of them

Harry then sang his part and I rolled my eyes from the lyrics.

But believe me
I'm not trying to deceive you
I promise falling for me
Won't be a mistake

They now all singing the chorus together and I can feel the tears coming.

No baby this is not an illusion
I've really got my heart out on my sleeve
Oh baby this is not an illusion
There's magic between you and me
No baby this is not an illusion
You really got me lifted off my feet
So tell me you believe in love
'Cause it's not an illusion to me

You don't ever have to worry about me
About how the cards fall
I'm all that you need tonight
I would never turn your heart into
Broken parts
You don't have to think twice
Looking in my eyes

Liam sang his part and I'm sure Harry wrote this part meaning Adam.

Can't you see it?
I'm not trying to mislead you
I promise falling for me
Won't be a mistake

No baby this is not an illusion
I've really got my heart out on my sleeve
Oh baby this is not an illusion
There's magic between you and me
No baby this is not an illusion
You really got me lifted off my feet
So tell me you believe in love
'Cause it's not an illusion to me

I couldn't hold the tears back anymore. Niall's part made me cry. This song is beautiful. Does Harry really feels this way?

You can tie me up in chains
You can throw away the key
But there's no trapped doors
I'm not gonna leave
You're the truth I can't explain
You're the only one I see
It's not an illusion to me

They sang the chorus a couple of times again and then they stopped. Harry looked at me and tried to fugure out what I was thinking. He came loser and spoke.

"I will understand if you don't feel the same..I just wanted to let you know how I feel. I know that you probably don't feel the same but..." I shut him up by kissing him. We pulled back and looked at each other. He looked at me in shock and this time I broke the silence.

"I feel the same." I said smiling and he smiled back.

~End Of Flashback~

The bell rang and cut my thoughts. It's 8:25pm, who can be at such time? I got up from my bed and went downstairs. My mom is in the kitchen cooking dinner so I'll have to open. I opened the door and saw someone I didn't expect to see.

"Harry?"