Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 12

I'm seating next to Harry in the bed and watching TV but have it on the silence because I don't want to wake him up. He's sleeping peacefully and he's adorable. I've always loved to watching him sleeping, I enjoyed it so much. One time he catch me starring at him.

~Flashback~

It's 9:53pm and me and Harry are in my room watching a movie in my laptop. The movie ended and I turned to look at Harry only to see him lying to my bed and sleeping. I smiled and turned off my laptop. I put it in the drawer next to me and lied on the bed, facing Harry. I love him more then the number of stars in the sky. I never thought I could possibly love someone that much but I'm glad that I do and that, that person is Harry. I didn't want to love someone that much because I was scared that I would get hurt like I got hurt with Adam but the harder I was trying not to grow feelings for him, the harder I was falling and before I could even notice it, he had become my everything and I knew my heart would belong to him forever. He is the one for me, I know he he is.

"Thank you." I said and he smiled.

"For what?" He asked without opening his eyes.

"Wasn't you supposed to be asleep?" I asked him playfully.

"I asked first." He said and I laughed. "So, why you thanked me?" He asked again.

"For everything." I said and he opened his eyes to look at me. "For always being there when I need you, for showed me what is like to love and to be loved and for not leaving me even if you know it would be best for you. " I continued.

"No, darling." He said and then came on top of me. "Thank you for teaching me what love is and lighting up my world every single day. For making me happy every second that passes and for giving me a purpose. Always know that I'll never leave you. I love you Taylor." He said and I smiled. He wiped my tears and then kissed me.

"I love you too, more than anything." I said and kissed him again.

~End Of Flashback~

My thoughts was cut when I heard that someone got in. I looked at the clock and it said 5:47pm. It must be Anne. I wiped my tears, looked at Harry one more time who was still sleeping and got up but before I leave Anne opened the door and got in.

"Harry are y-" she stopped when she saw me. I stood there looking at her not saying anything. I gave her a small smile and spoke.

"Hello Anne."

"Taylor? What are you doing here?" I was about to answer but stopped when I heard Harry.

"She came to help me." He said and sat up. She said nothing for a little, she was just looking both of us but mostly me. I know that she doesn't like me now but I remember when me and Harry were just friends and in the beginning of our relationship when she knew nothing about Adam, she had me like a daughter. But then Harry told her everything and she was too scared to leave her child being with me because of my psycho ex.

"Taylor thank you for taking care of Harry but now I'm here and I'll take care of him." She said and I nodded uncomfortably not knowing what else to do.

"Taylor don't leave please." Harry said and I turned to look at him. "Stay with me a little longer." He continue. I smiled and agreed.

"Taylor, we need to talk." Anne said. I have to agree on that. We have a lot to say. It's been 4 years after all and I have some questions.

"What you'll tell her now? That I'll die in less than month?" Harry said with sarcasm and I looked at him with wide eyes.

"Harry!" I said and gave him an angry look.

"It's okay Taylor, I know what I did was wrong and selfish and that you're both still angry with me but you have to understand that I did what I did because I was scared that I'd lose my son." She tried not to cry but tears streamed down her face. I know that and I'm not angry with her anymore, just disappointed. Two weeks ago I was indeed angry because she didn't had the right to do that to us even if she's his mother. I'm disappointed because she knew how much he meant to me. How could she do that? Hide from Harry his life and tell me that the love of my life was dead.

"You didn't have the right to do this to us. I didn't care if I'd die, all I wanted was to be with Taylor." Harry said to his mother.

"You can't say that when you don't remember how you felt about her." Anne said. She's right though but he indeed said to me a lot of times he would never leave me even if in the end he would die. I didn't want that. I wanted him to live and have a happy life, not die for me. When I tried to tell him that and break up with him, he just didn't listen.

"That's where you're wrong because I know how I felt about her." He said and I turned to face him. Did he finally remembered?

"You remembered?" Me and Anne asked at the same time.

"No, I just had a dream yesterday night and I think it was a memory." He explained.

"What memory?" I asked.

"You tried to break up with me." He said and he looked kind of sad. "We were coming back from the karaoke bar and it was raining and you stopped. I asked you what's wrong and you said that it would be better if we break up. I thought that you don't love me and I cried. You said that you will always love me but you were scared that I would get hurt and I said that I don't care and that I could shall die right there, right then than live without you." He said. I had tears in my eyes but I gave him a big smile of happiness. He's right. All these are true, that's how it happened. I'm so happy he remembered something. That means that with time he'll remember everything. I ran to him and hugged him. He didn't know what to do at first but he then grabbed his arms around me and hugged me back and I cried. This is probably uncomfortable for him and he just wants to calm me down but right now I don't care. All I care is he remembered our relationship. How much we loved each other.

After a while we let go and I sat on the bed. I looked down, a little ashamed and wiped my tears. Anne said she'll be downstairs and left the room.

"I'm sorry." I said. He lifted my chin so I could face him.

"Always looking at me in the eyes." He said and smiled.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"So I can look at yours." He said. "You know, I'm a little jealous of your eyes." He continued.

"Why? Your eyes are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. They look like diamonds and they're green. Green represents the earth." I said to him. His eyes are one of my most favorite things in him.

"And yours are blue and they represents the ocean."

"Yeah but in the earth there's some very beautiful things like flowers. You kno-knew how much I love flowers." I said. Flowers are one of my most favorite things in the world. And the ocean but in the earth you can do more and you can find a lot of beautiful places with a lot of flowers trees and rivers but in the ocean you only see the water. You have too look deep to see what's under it. When I look in his eyes it's like I get lost in the most beautiful forest and I don't want to find my way back because he's my home.

"Without water there's drought and the flowers are dying of thirst." He said "Without the ocean, the earth can't exist." He continue. That was deep and beautiful and so true. I hadn't thought about it that way. He then leaned forward but I leaned back.

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"What I didn't before." He said. He then grubbed me and kissed me.

Am I dreaming?

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