Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 8

Harry's POV

After our group hug we got in and searched for a free table. There's a lot of people here. Seems like it's a really good place. We fortunately found a free table and sat.

I can't stop thinking about what Taylor and Louis said. The past four years I have no friends, I felt so alone. Actually I have one friend, his name is Ed and he's like my best friend but he doesn't have a lot of time. He has his own group of friends. We met almost 3 years ago and we became good friends. He wanted me to become a part of his group but I didn't want to. It's not that they weren't nice or something like that, it's just that I didn't felt like I fit with them. I used to sit home and watch TV or writing songs. Yes I still write songs, that might be the only thing that stayed the same. That's the first time I don't feel alone, that I feel like I belong somewhere.

"So what song are we going to sing?" Louis asked.

"What about..Midnight Memories?" Zayn asked and everyone looked at him. "It's catchy and it's perfect for us." He continue. Everyone seemed to agree.

"And Harry you're going to sing with us." Louis said. What? But I don't know the song.

"But I don't know the song." I said and they looked disappointed. They were that happy I would sing with them? "I think it would be better if we do some rehearsals first and when we come again I'll sing." I said and they agreed. That would be nice. I will learn all the songs and and I'll learn to sing them with them.

"Okay but we'll not sing today either. We'll sing all together next time." Liam said.

"If no one's gonna sing then why did we came?" Taylor asked. She's right though.

"First because it might help Harry remember something, second because we wanted to have fun all together after all this time and third you and me sing too." Selena said. Great, I'd love to hear her sing again.

"I'm not gonna sing." Taylor said like it was obvious.

"Uh yes you are." Selena answered her.

"But Selena you know I haven't sing since.." She stopped. But I knew what she would say. She really haven't sing since then? But I thought that she loved to sing.

"Really?" I asked.

"Uh, well yes." She said.

"Why?" I asked. She was about to answer but Selena cut her off.

"Please, since we thought you were dead she had become depressed. She didn't went out from her room, she didn't eat, she didn't even talk..." Taylor shut her mouth with her hands before she could say more.

"Is that true?" She didn't answered just looked down.

"But you sang to me yesterday." I said and everyone looked at her shocked. What?

"You sang?" Selena asked Taylor.

"I didn't have a choice." Taylor answered. So before yesterday she hadn't sing?

Selena was trying to convince Taylor to sing but she couldn't. I feel her. I don't like seeing her like this, she loves to sing, I know she does. I have to do something, It's my fault after all.

"Please Tay sing, if not for us, for yourself. You love to sing." I said wishing I would convince her. She stood there looking at me and thinking, probably what should she do, when she finally answered.

"Okay." She said and we all cheered. I'm glad she agreed. She has an amazing voice and it wouldn't be fair for her not to use her.

"Yay..so what song you'll say?" Selena asked excited.

"One that no one has heard before." She said. I didn't remember the others anyway so it won't make a change to me.

"I've heard your songs so that's impossible." Selena said so sure about it and Taylor smiled a little.

"Not the one's I wrote after we thought Harry died." So she kept writing songs, that's good.

"You wrote a song?" Selena asked and Taylor nodded. "And why didn't you show it to me?" Selena asked again.

"You'll hear and you'll understand." Taylor said and went on the stage.

"Hello everyone. I'm Taylor and I'm going to sing a song that I wrote..." She paused and looked at our direction. We looked at each other and she continue. "for my boyfriend after I thought he died 4 years ago." Everyone was confused. Taylor decided to explain them.

"Well 4 years ago he had an..accident" she said because she couldn't say the truth "and he hit his head and we all thought he died but seems like he fortunately survived but he has amnesia since then and he doesn't remember almost anything." She paused. "We learned all these yesterday and we decided to take him here in hope he might remember something because we used to come almost everyday." She said and everyone felt sorry. A girl said that it might very hard for her but she didn't answered. Her eyes said it all.

Taylor took a guitar that was behind her and spoke.

"This is called Red and it's for you Harry." She looked at me and said and I smiled. Everyone looked at me but I ignored them and focused on Taylor.

Loving him is like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street
Faster than the wind, passionate as sin, ending so suddenly
Loving him is like trying to change your mind once you're already flying through the free fall
Like the colors in autumn, so bright just before they lose it all

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you
Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song
Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer
Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Oh, red
Burning red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red

Oh, losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
'Cause loving him was red
Yeah, yeah, red
We're burning red

And that's why he's spinnin' 'round in my head
Comes back to me, burning red
Yeah, yeah

His love was like driving a new Maserati down a dead-end street

She finished the song and everyone cheered and told her she has very good voice. She wiped her tears and thanked them.

As I heard the song I understood all the pain she felt and it hurt me as well. She really loved me. I looked at her in her eyes and I felt something I haven't felt for the last 4 years. I felt like the butterflies were flying all over me. It's impossible, I met her yesterday. But somehow when I am around her I feel like I'm complete. I think I'm falling for her all over again.