Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 10

Harry's POV

We finished the song and stood there looking at each other directly. She has such a beautiful ocean blue eyes, the kind that makes you dreaming. Her smile is one of those who make you want to smile too even if you don't have a reason, she gives you one. Oh what am I saying? I can't falling for her, I know her 3 days, not even a week. But yet it feels like years. My mind might not remember her but it seems like my heart can't forget her. I want to remember her though, I want to remember all we got through together. Maybe I have to leave the past behind and focus on the present. If it's to remember, I'll remember. I can always make new memories.

We left the microphones and went to our friends. Our friends! It seems kind of weird to say that when I had used to spend my time alone without friends.

"Great song guys." Selena said. I'm actually very proud for this song, me and Taylor worked almost all night at this and I must say it turned into a very good song. It's the perfect song for us.

"Thank you" Taylor said.

"Thanks." I said and looked at Taylor. She was too focused talking with Selena to notice me but Louis saw me and I turned to look at my glass. I hope he'll not make it a big deal. He smirked and then started talking with the other guys.

~1 week later~

It's been one week since me and Taylor sang at the karaoke bar and Louis caught me starring at Taylor but he still hasn't say nothing about it. He always keep an on us though and has caught me starring at her a couple of times. I think he doesn't want to pressure me because he knows I'm confused.

It's 8:35pm and I'm on my room, lying on my bed and thinking everything I have learned for my life before the amnesia and everything that happened after. It's almost 2 weeks since me and Taylor met and I'm getting more confused each day. Do I really start fall for her all over again or it's just in my mind because I learned of our past? I wish I could remember just one moment with her, it might made it easier. I'd at least remember how I felt before. I fell asleep with those thoughts.

~Flashback~

It's raining so much. Fuck! Taylor will catch a cold. Why did I agreed to go at the karaoke bar when I knew it would probably rain? Oh yeah! Because Taylor told me she wanted to go and as always I couldn't say no to her. God this girl will be the death of me. I just love her so much, every day more. She make me so happy. I noticed she slowed her walk and she looked sad. Is something wrong?

"Taylor, come on a turtle goes faster." I joked and laughed. She didn't. She didn't even looked at me. She would usually try to prove I'm wrong.

"Harry, I have to tell you something." She said and stopped. I stopped in front of her and looked at her eyes. Is she crying?

"Taylor are you crying?" She didn't answer.

"Harry, I think.." She paused. "I think it would be better if we break up." She said and looked at me with the tears streaming down her face. What? No. No she can't be serious.

"Taylor, you can't be serious." I said but her look was telling me that she was.

"But..but why?" I said and I was trying to hold back my tears. She looked down. Why would she want that? Doesn't she love me? She wasn't answering. Why the hell she's not answering me?

"You don't love me right?" I said calmly and I let my tears fall because I couldn't hold them anymore. She looked at me again, put her hand in my cheek and spoke. I lied my head in her hand.

"No, of course I love you Harry, that's why I do this." She said. "Harry I'm scared that Adam will hurt you. He threatened you..and I know he's not joking." I'm not scared of him. She read my thoughts and said "He's going to kill you Harry."

"Then I'll shall die." I said and put my hands in her cheeks "I can't live without you Taylor. I love you too much to let you go." I said and she smiled. I then kissed her and she kissed me back. I never gonna leave her.

~End Of Flashback~

I woke up and felt my pillow wet. I was crying in my sleep. I got up and sat on the bed. I lied my head on the head of the bed and start thinking about what I saw in my sleep. That wasn't just a dream, it was a memory. My first one. I can still feel the feelings I had in the dream, the way she made me feel. I looked so sad when she told me that it would be better of we break up. No, no sad. I looked like my world was falling apart but the worse wasn't that I looked this way, it was that I felt this way. She wanted to protect me but I still didn't care of what will happen to me, all I wanted was to be with her. Even if that meant I'll die the next day. Now I know my feelings towards her before the amnesia. The question is, do I feel the same way and if not, do I start feel this way?

~Next Day~

I woke up with a headache and I groaned from the pain. Why is it so cold in here? I looked at the clock next to me and it's saying 10:45. I don't want to get up, I don't feel well. As I was lying in my bed thinking what should I do, my mum got in fast. Agh, what now?

"Harry I have to leave and I'll come late maybe I don't even come back today.." She said too fast and made my headache bigger. Thank you mum.

"Wait. What happened?" I asked.

"You know my friend Ellie? Her son had an accident with his car and she's not okay. She needs me." She explained.

"Are you sure it was a real car accident?" I said and she knew what I meant. Yes I'm still angry.

"Yes, Harry, it was a real accident." She said and she was ready to leave my room but I stopped her.

"Do you have anything for my headacu?" I asked her with my eyes shut.

"You have a headache?" She said and came closer to me. I nodded. She touched my head, probably to see if I have a fever.

"You're warm." She said. "I'll bring you a pill for the headache." She said and left my room. A couple minutes later she came with a pill and water and I took them.

"I'll try to come as sooner as I can okay?" She said.

"No, it's okay. I'm okay, she needs you more." I said and mean it. She smiled and then left. I lied on the bed again and closed my eyes when I remembered that I had say to the guys that I'll go with them to the movies. I took my phone and texted to our group.

~in the group~

Harry: Sorry guys I can't come with you tonight. I'm sick.😷

I sent the massage and waited an answer. It didn't rook them long.

Louis: Get well soon lad.

Zayn: No problem, we can go another day. Get well soon.

Niall: TELL YOUR MUM TO MAKE YOU SOME SOUP.

I laughed at Niall's text. I learned that he has a special love for the food.

Taylor: NIALL! But seriously now a nice warm soup would help. Oh and DON'T GET OFF OF YOUR BED. Just lie, open your tv and eat the soup.

Harry: Yes sir. But it's a little difficult to eat the soup when my mum's not here to make me one.

Taylor: Where is she?

Harry: Hospital. He friend's son had an accident.

I waited for a response but nothing, so I decided to open the tv and lie on the bed again.