Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 13

"What are you doing?" I asked him.

"What I didn't before." He said. He then grubbed me and kissed me.

Am I dreaming?

In the beginning I was surprised and didn't do anything but then grubbed my arms around his neck and kissed him back. He put his hands around my back and came even closer. It was a kiss full of passion and desire. I missed him so much. I've been waiting for him four years. But what does this mean to him. Is something more than just a kiss?

We pulled away so we could catch our breaths but we still kept hugging. He smiled and I smiled back. He put his hand in my cheek and spoke.

"Taylor, I have something to say and I can't wait any longer. I didn't tell you because I wasn't sure but now I am." He said.

"What is it?" I asked him. "Harry, I worry, please t-"

"I love you." He cut me off by saying. What? I put my hand to see if he still had high fever and that's the reason he kissed me and said he loves me. He wasn't that hot but the fever was still high. He can't be serious.

"Taylor, I don't say it because I have fever and I don't know what I'm talking about. I say it because that's the truth." He said and I got up.

Harry's POV

After I finished my sentence she looked at me shocked and confused and got up. Why doesn't she believe me? Or she believes me but she doesn't care? But she said she loved me. Maybe she thinks that she loves me but in reality the love she had for me left as the years passed and she hasn't realize it yet.

"Harry you can't say that. You might know me for almost 5 years but right now I'm just a girl you just met." She said a little loud. "Right now it's like you don't even know me." She said calmly this time. I got up and she went a few steps back but her back met the wall and she stopped. I went to her and put my hands in both of her sides and trapped her. She won't go anywhere now. She'll listen to me.

"I know how I feel." I said a little louder. She looked scared. Is she afraid of me? She took her a while to reply but she finally did.

"Harry, I'm sorry but I can't believe you. You might say these things only because of the fever. If you still feel the same way by tomorrow then we can talk about it but right now I can't say anything." She said and I put my hands down. "I don't want to start have hopes and fly. Last time I did it, I flew too high and I fell. It's a long way down Harry." She continue. "So I decided to close my broken wings and never fly again." I stood there thinking what she said. She's really hurt and that hurts me too.

"Just because you fell once doesn't mean you'll fall again. But even if you do, you can always try again." I said. She seemed to thinking what I just said and she looked down.

"And what if I can never fly again?" She whispered while looking at the floor.

"It takes time to heal what's broken but eventually, it'll be healed." I said and she hugged me. I looked down at her and hugged her back.

"Thank you." She said.

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After my hug with Harry we sat on his bed and talked for random things. I left at 9pm and told to Anne to give him his pills every night for a week like Sam said.

It's 6:55pm and I'm with Selena at Starbucks. She wanted us to meet so I could tell her what happened yesterday. I of course told her everything.

"Why did you back off?" Selena shouted. I told her about Harry trying to kiss me and that I leaned back but she didn't let me finish my sentence.