Over Again || Haylor

Chapter 4

"Harry?" I said confused. What is he doing here? And how he found where I live?

"Uhm..hi."

"What are you doing here? And how did you know where I live?" I asked him. He didn't say anything just looked down. After a couple of seconds of silence I decided to speak.

"Come in." I said and so he did. He looked at the house very carefully.

"I feel..like I have been here bofore." He said and looked at me.

"That's because you have." I said and he nodded. My mom came till the door of our kitchen holding some plates.

"Taylor, who was at the.." She stopped when she saw Harry. The plates she was holding are now on the floor in a thousand of pieces. Well, at least she didn't faint like I did.

"Harry?" She said and came closer.

"Omg I can believe it. I thought you were dead." She said and hugged him. Harry didn't knew what to do but he then grubbed his arms around her too. They broke the hug and Harry looked at me.

"Well, I suppose I knew your mother." I nodded. My parents used to feel Harry like their own son and Harry felt my parents like his own. He even called them mom and dad. They loved him and they were happy that I had find such a nice guy. Harry's mom liked me too but she was too scared to leave her son be with me because of Adam. A couple of days after Harry told me his feelings towards me I broke up with Adam. It wasn't easy but I somehow made it. Harry had tell everything to his mother and was scared that Adam will hurt both of us but mostly Harry. Maybe that's the reason she lied to him and me. She was scared of what will happen if Adam learned Harry was still alive.

"What?" My mom asked. "Harry don't you remember when you used to call me mom?" My mom said and Harry looked at her.

"Really?" He asked.

"Yeah, you used to call my parents mom and dad and they felt like you were their son." I explained to him.

"So I didn't have to worry if your parents like me or not." He joked and I laughed.

"No, I guess you didn't."

"Taylor? Harry? What's going on?" My mom asked. We looked at each other and Harry nodded as a sign to tell her.

"Harry has amnesia." I said. My mom looked at me shocked and then Harry. I gave her a look 'I'll explain later' and she nodded.

"Harry would you like to stay for dinner?" She asked him. He looked at me and then answered.

"Yeah..of course."

"Why don't you two go upstairs and I'll call you when it'll be ready." We nodded and went upstairs. I opened my room's door and we got in. He looked at it. Maybe he tries to remember it.

"Do you remember it?"

"I think so." He said.

"So. Why are you here?" I asked him again. Did he remembered anything? We sat at my bed and he start talking.

Harry's POV

After they explained everything to me I couldn't believe it, I needed time to think and to have a talk with my parents. How could they lie to me? Okay I can understand that it was hard to almost lose their child from the crazy ex of his girfriend but they didn't have the right to lie to me. What they thought? That I wouldn't learn the truth? Well they were wrong. It seems like I loved this girl more than anything if I was ready to give my own life for her. Maybe if they had tell me the truth things would be different now. Maybe I would remember more things about my life and have a better one than the one I have now. Having amnesia for so many years is very hard. I don't remember almost anything about my life and some times I meet people in the street and they ask me how I am and that it's been a long time and all I say is "Do I know you?" and I have to explain them everything. Do you know how difficult is to live a life without know who you are, what are you doing with your life and have persons around you that you don't know but they know you? Well believe me you don't wanna find out. I always knew that something is wrong, that something's going on and they don't tell me but I never expected that.

I finally saw my home and got in.

"Mom!" I shouted. After a couple of seconds she came out of the kitchen and spoke.

"Harry, where were you? I was worried." She asked and hug me. I pulled back.

"I was at a cafeteria drinking coffee." I said.

"For 3 hours?" She asked knowing there was more.

"Well, I met some old friends."

"Oh that's good!" Oh if you only knew.

"Did it helped you?"

"Oh you have no idea." I said and her expression changed.

"Could you be more specific?" She asked.

"I've learned a lot of things." I said and she looked at me like she was waiting for me to continue.

"Like..?"

"Like Taylor." She rolled her eyes clearly shocked of what I said. She was afraid, I could see it.

"I don't know what are you talking about." She said not looking at me. I can't believe it. She keeps lying after I told her I know about Taylor? I'm not gonna let it like this.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about." She didn't say anything so I continued. "Why you lied to me?" I asked.

"I was afraid." She said this time she was looking at me and I could see the tears that were ready to fall.

"You didn't had the right to do that." I screamed and she got back afraid. I know I'm hard at her but I'm just too angry.

"I'm your mother..."

"The fact that you're my mother doesn't mean you can lie to me about my life and let me living a lie." I said calmly this time. At least I tried to be calm.

"I was afraid of what he could do to you again." She shouted and then start crying. I looked down and then went to the door.

"Where are you going?" She asked while she was crying.

"I need time to think." I said and left. I got in my car and start driving. I don't know where I'm going I just need some time to think everything that happened today. Everything I learned. After an hour of driving I decided to call Louis.

"Hello?" He said on the phone but I didn't answer.

"Hello?" He said again.

"Louis?" I finally said.

"Harry? What happened? Is something wrong?" He asked and I laughed.

"Everything." I said. He didn't answer. He knew I was right.

"What did you want?" He asked after a while of silent.

"Do you know Taylor's address?" It was silent for a little until he decided to answer.

"Yeah."

"Can you please tell me?"

"Of course." He gave me the address and I thanked him. I ended the call and start driving at Taylor's house.

Taylor's POV

"And well..here I am." He said when he ended the story. So he had a fight with his mother because she lied to him, okay, I can understand that. What I can't understand is what is he doing here. He didn't even knew I exist a couple of ours ago and now he's in my house? Why?

"Okay..and you came here because...?"

"I don't know..I just..couldn't stop thinking about you." My heart started beating faster. I know that this might mean nothing but it means everything to me. When he "died" I died with him. Just because you're breathing doesn't mean you're alive. That's what happened with me. I might lived but I was dying inside and the pain was something that not even God could help to stop. For the first time after 4 years I feel like I'm living again.

"It's nature..I mean you just learned I was your girlfriend." I tried not to look too exited.

"I guess." He said and then looked at me. "Tell me some things from when we we're together" I looked at him. "It might help me." He said and I nodded.

"Okay, what would you like to know."

"Everything." I smiled. It's going to be a long night.