Splatter the Red Paint

Blackout

Darkness. That was the only thing I saw, it surrounded me. It was like I was in a dark room and I was the only thing that was lit up. I looked around for the light but there was nothing. It was just me and my thoughts. I sat down and put my hands to my face, feeling the tears land in my hands.

"What have I done" I whispered. The last few seconds that had happened would flash past my eyes, from me standing at the front desk, pulling the IV out of my hand than running down the hall, running into the glass wall and just seeing Josh's face. That face will scar me. The terror in his eyes, they were still in his eyes when he came closer to me when I was laying on the ground. His face was my last thing I saw.

The haunting, terrified, scared, lost face. I could see the room start to change, the walls started to fall into a kind of fog, I was back in the hospital. I turned around and I could see myself, the doctors surrounding me and josh standing holding his face, tears rushing down his face. I walked towards him, I tried to wipe the tears away but it did nothing. They were still there.

He must of felt me though, it must of been a cold touch, because he looked directly at me. I touched his face, my fingers turned to fog I moved my fingers away and they came back. Josh must of felt my touch again but this time he stepped back. He looked back at my body that lay on the floor, I looked over in the same direction. The doctors had gotten a gurney and put me on it and rushed me to a room. Josh just stayed and looked at the pool of blood I left on the ground. I stepped beside josh and whispered into his ear, hoping maybe he would hear me.

" I'm okay josh, I love you" I looked at him but his face didn't change, it didn't looked at me, it just stood like a statue staring at the blood. I felt a sharp pain in my side, I threw my hand over it. I watched my body, it looked like I was glitching or something, I ran towards where my body was now. They had me hooked up to blood bags, and they were now using the electric panels on me. I could feel my chest hurting.

I started to panic, I'm not sure why but I did. I could feel the pain coming from the machines, I could feel the pain coming all back but I was still in spirit form. I ran back to josh, he was sitting down on the bench near the blood, a nurse came for him and took him towards the front desk, I followed behind. Once we passed the desk I noticed they had cleaned up my mess there and my door was closed. We kept walking and she led him to a waiting room near by.

"Please stay here." He didn't even look at her, he didn't even make a shrug. His face was blank, his body was stiff. I sat beside him on one of the chairs, I whispered into his ear again.

"It's going to be alright"

"I hope so" josh said. My eyes and his both opened wide, he turned towards where I was.

"L..L..L.. Lexi?" His hands started to shake,

I was about to speak when I full on force of pain hit my chest knocking me all the way to the wall as if pushing me. I clenched, and it happened again I screamed out, josh stood up looking around. The pain didn't stop, the lights begin to swill and it became fog again, but this time I ended up at my moms office, she was sitting at her desk as always and her assistant came in.

"What do you want Judy I'm busy here, you know your not supposed to be in here" Judy cut her off, I cheered "go Judy!" But they didn't hear me.

" I know mam, well you have a message from your husband"

" Okay" this is one thing I probably wont miss. Her and her rapist husband. She doesn't even know what he has done and yet she still trusts him and loves him.

I stood in the corner, close to my mom, watching. "Oh, and there was a call about your daughter aswell" I watched my mothers expression, her expression went from smiling about her husband to a slight disgust. She had rolled her eyes, and her shoulders sunk, with a heavy sigh. "What did she do now?"